Ty Qui - Madden

I got nothing to say - I'm still speaking
I ain't took a puff in a day I'm still reeking
I ain't showered just evaporated hours
While I closed my eyes and cowered then I locked it away
Maybe sharing some a little too personal
Juking out my hearse I'm just a little too versatile
I'm playing madden on the field of my dreams
I just thought it sounded cool but I don't know what it means
All my thoughts are profound
Or at least that's what I think until I hear em aloud
See myself just like some thunder with a fear of the cloud
Been really tryna take a sip but if I'm near it I'll drown
Fuck it tears of a clown
Writing out how I'm feeling inside
As I'm healing from the reeling that my feelings provide
I can't deal with confrontation if I feel it I hide
Only here because I know who'd never heal if I died
That's as low as I've thought
Never thought I'd ever live to get as low as I've got
Got me fixed in this position it's a difficult spot
If I tell you what I am I gotta show you I'm not
God damn man
I've been feeling exhausted
Wanna go to Congress just to moon em like Moss did
Tried to put some peace inside my mind but I lost it
Need my weed like NSYNC all the tips of it frosted
That's some comic relief
Cause I realize that joy is not as common as grief
Just a wrinkle in the universe, a dot on a leaf
We'll be here and then we gone just like a comet it's brief
Way too conscious to sleep
That's why I woke up in a state of withdrawal
Been addicted to defeatism my fatalist flaw
And my brain been tryna run before I'm able to crawl
Can we put a pause on summer I'm afraid of the fall
Cause anything can happen in the dark
I know all the biggest fires had to happen with a spark
If you tryna set it off i got the match to make it start
All my wishing just been missing the mark
Shit the simplest part
Say I'm tripping but I won't turn down
Can't see the forest for the trees
Cause they both burned down
Belief is something to believe in
Been working on my hope but I just hope we got a reason

Written by:
Timothy Herring

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