Tom Orlando - Make it through, The Day I Prayed

Deep inside I feel irrelevant
Portray myself to be a king but shit I must admit
Am I living in my power or giving to sin
Hate is such a weak emotion yet I'm feeling it
I've been dreaming 'bout being a star and wanting all
Everything that came with fame and being with the stars
Learning everything I can, I try to show it off
Thinking none of you ain't sh*t as if I knew it all
When I started getting older, I was on a journey
Tryna find out who I am, what I can achieve, trying to believe
Know that I'm the one to make it to the top
All the envy all around me still I didn't flop
Man
Ever since a youngin' I was going through my struggles
Learning how to be a man, I really tried to be a man
While I never had a father figure, I would look up to the skies
And say that I would make it through the day - I pray

Looking in the mirror, see the picture now
I'm always blaming everybody else; I've never seen so clearly how
I took advantage; I was devious, I wanted all of this attention
Manipulating women, playing on they feelings
To all my brothers I would lie to look the best
In reality I was a stubborn kid and nothing but a mess
To everybody all around me, I apologize
Trying to be a better man, a plan I must devise
Growing up it was a struggle with no moral guide
I didn't know what's right or wrong; I prayed and hoped that I was fine
Once I hit the age of nine, I finally realized
That life was precious, motivated feeling good, I will survive
I know I will survive, yeah

Written by:
Tommy Gheorghevici

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