Ghad - Man I Am

And it goes water flow of thoughts
Sand washed up
Sand is the beach
Wind blowin in
Wind blowin out
Carries in some seeds
Plants growin free all types of breeds
Dependin on the beach
When you visit my beach
Please take everything when you leave
Oh damn
Here i am again
Fallin leaf blowin in the wind
None of my roads straight
All my roads bent
Problem aint getting money
Keeping money in
Oh yeah
I need a vacation
From my day to day shift
I need to pay my dues
For my moms hardships
I feel the weight of my list
Probably why i lost my balance
Feel like a solar eclipse
Cause they tryna keep me from shining
I just push em to the side
Show them who the fucking brightest
Eat em no salt
Thats how big my appetite is
Down to the asphalt
Still on the high end
Now look at the man that i am shit
Mom got way to many problems
Yeah she feel pain where her heart is
And i just dont know how to stop it
Now look at the man that i am shit
Thinkin i got all the knowledge
Yeah i feel pain where my heart is
I just pretend that im heartless
Yeah im a man
Look at the man that i am
Look what i can but not cant
Look in the future but not in the past
Write all these bitches but none of my fam
Yeah im a man
Look at the man that i am
Momma said stop wit all the fuckshit
Grown ass man on some dumbshit
System how it is you cant change it
Things how they are for a purpose
I still stay stuntin on my own shit
Tryna end up ownin on my own shit
Ive been sailing through my mind on my thoughtship
With enemies all around tryna battleship
Im on my way to be a man
I guess im half way there
Yeah an old man once said
At fourty life begins
I know i dont know shit
I know dis is all a test
I know the story really begins
When for most it really ends
Fuck it
I never thought i would be a grown up
But not grown up
20 years old still the same old persona
Different bottle
But the same coca-cola
Different whip but the same lane im rollin
Same water but a whole nother ocean
With a whole lotta motion
But the top is all frozen
It goes
Knowing to knowledge to wisdom
Yeah that is a potion
Now that is my potion

Written by:
Jihad Williams

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