Pedro Manuel - Man In The Mirror

It really doesn't compute with me
It doesn't really phase me hearing all this chit chat about people
Who ain't done that
What I refuse is to lose but I'm willing to accept facts
I took an L last year on my mental
My doc told me 2 years or less that's detrimental
I had friends act too passive aggressive with lashing weapons
And back stabbing mentions I didn't see or said it
What I wanted to say is fuck you, that shit is not right
How you gon start an intro talking bout you taking L's but you smoke em
How you gon tell me I'm not doing well because I'm boasting
I Slipknot through heavy metal all these projects coming from instrumentals
Fake singers claiming to be my friend only beneficial
I'm not talking sex but my kindness as it turns and swivels
My kindness has fizzled, now the only thing I want is chocolate drizzle
On my cake for all these birthday singers
I think my close friends don't really don't understand me
They still believe I'm that kid so wild so rambunctious
At the function I couldn't function guaranteed I was slumping
But they all laughed along thinking this is apart of the song
Maybe after this they'll understand my emotions
Maybe I was put on earth to represent fuck around and find out
Maybe I was just a teen who really didn't get love as a child
Maybe there's a bigger meaning to the reasons "I have doubt"
"I have doubt" is just another way to say I can do better
There isn't much to say besides the world got bad weather
But its never accurate I'm casually actively causing tragedies
I'm a manipulator, sociopath, calculator, a person who had, Is what they all said
All these perspectives but no one really gets me
All these tracks I couldn't really perfect it
That's the beauty I guess of wanting to out do yourself and everyone around you
Nothings a shame when you learned and everyone clowned you
They really said the boy was never gonna do shit
I still wont forget when they said look around you
Your environment ain't letting you look at the shackles, I cackle
Slums all gathered to witnessed a moment in history, an epiphany
They told me to chill but I told them no not yet
I'm not satisfied with the work until I'm dead

And you know it sounds fucked up
Because everyone deserves love
But it's true in that sense
It's extremally true
And so at the end of the day it's like
How the fuck are you gonna like, love yourself
Looking like shit bro if you don't look in the mirror everyday
And you look at yourself, and you fucking hate what you see

All this time I thought I was my own enemy
All this time I kept holding myself back and never got the best of me
"You are the reason for your own demise, The world isn't out to get you"
Yeah, that's what they said to me

All these emotions to audio form
I had to drop it to make sure they know
Shake up the internet let it all grow
It turns out I'm him
It really does show
Too many feelings I had to let go
How are you feeling? I'm taking it slow
I'm up all night cuz sleep is a hoe
I had a feeling you don't understand
Do you like it?
No look at my bag
Bitches on me and they all got ass
No I don't wanna talk where's the cash
No I can't call or text back

Nothing ever feels the same when you realize who you are
All those years of ignorance I really came up and made me a work of art
I made this painting out of my beating heart I wonder how he got so far
I'm really the one what my family said
I guess it's finally time to Takeoff no Migos
This is what y'all expected here we go
This the heart part 5 for pedro
Here is the hard part if I say so
This my honest truth on my soul
All my brothers gon get they payroll
If we eating then we trash the kitchen
Where we from we was on a mission
Gave my life for my little brother
Evil twin go duck and cover I'm a sure shot I hit triple doubles
How you gon say you ain't like the music?
No offense but are you stupid
Swimming in gold that's Scrooge McDuckin
Change the subject we ain't talking about nothing
Fuck it, I had to harder cuz none of them got it
I screw it and I lock it the game is on pause
Cause the real ones is playing quiet for applause
Who the fuck got like me
I just dropped me a 40
The kilos is paying
The music is crazy
The mental insane
I'm stuck in this room making hits after hits
After hits after hits
This the Mike Tys type of flow
Ripping ears off through emotion
This ain't a pond
This the whole ocean
We be on winter
My heart is frozen
Fuck is you talking about
I am too goated

Too many feelings I had to let go
How are you feeling? I'm taking it slow
I'm up all night cuz sleep is a hoe
I had a feeling you don't understand
Do you like it?
No look at my bag
Bitches on me and they all got ass
No I don't wanna talk where's the cash
No I can't call or text back

Written by:
Pedro Figueroa

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