Infinite Love Squared - Many Nights

Star child I'm beyond fame
Rap LeBron James
Made lines like my mom's name: Madeline
I was conceived in July
March when all the stars aligned
Through the universal sky I was traveling
Battling drug addiction
Made Madeline feel inadequate
Ravenous and never having shit
Displacement dissociation
Eviction and home invasion
And chasing the dragon until it's you
The dragon is chasing
But she's my superhero
And I'm her biggest fan
Single mama and still
Taught me how to be a man
That's why your heart is in my hand
And you're always part of my plan
How do you quench the thirst
Of a loving parent who's gone
And you'll never speak to again
And you miss 'em a dusk till dawn
And you need them to rise again
Like the morning needing the sun
And I miss you with every breath
Till my own heart beating is done
Till my own heart beating is done
Till my own heart beating is done
Was I too much to raise?
My rays too bright to shade?
I miss you every day
And I hope that you think I'm brave
At times I disagreed
With decisions that you have made
Like places that we live
Or the ways that we're getting paid
But I could fuss and fight
About the things I didn't like
Or I could focus on
All the things that you did were right
When it was cold at night
You kept me warm
And held me tight
The most precious part of my life
And I think of you many nights
Many nights
Cannot quench this
Cannot quench this
Need for the sun to rise again
Many nights
Wonder if I'll
Wonder if I'll
See the light of dawn again
And when
And when
Many nights
If I'm too much to take
When you're about to fade away
Oh well I guess I understand
And many nights
Cannot seem to find
The tiny sliver
Where the light
Gets in
Many nights
A sudden sadness
Heartbreak madness
Chemicals without a choice
Neurons firing without notice
Didn't know it till I heard
The voice within my chest exploding
The elegant privilege
The relevant diction
All the false words
We say to the people were missing
Until we see you again?
Things will be different?
But that's just the problem you see
It begins with a monster
That wakes you from sleep
Some night in December
Lost in the hospital weeping
Sometimes I wonder
If she's still dreaming
Or if either of us will ever wake up
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder

Written by:
Caitlin Millerd, Jordan D'Andria, Sam Dillon

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