Trueli - Matter of Survival

I'm fuckin mad man
I'm just tired of this shit man
Go and go make a song or somethin' man needa
I'mma go pick myself up man
Sittin' here crying and shit man
Fuck man
Out here on my own issa matter of survival
Getting to my paper long as I got all my vitals
I’m a good man just been livin with no guidance
I get all the chicks so who I want is undecided
In love with myself until the death I’m suicidal
Thuggin on these streets ain’t got no license got no title
I stay lowkey so I on stay on top of high notes
I still walk with Jesus like I’m Trueli thee Apostle
I withdrew from college cuz this way has more deposits
You paid 80 grand when I can research all your knowledge
It’s been years since I seen you I don’t know you I’m cautious
You ain’t got my number now there’s no reason to call it
We went so far back like when they first invented chocolate
All up in my feelings I do not know how to stop it
I made rash decision on impulse and that shit cost me
I had almost everything I wanted then lost it
I said I would quit smokin these drugs and I got saucy
Niggas tryna rap I say they trash they say I’m cocky
I like Spanish strippers kuz they always call me papi
If I said I’ll give yo ass a dance don’t come remind me
Imma die alone for I let fuck niggas around me
God I hope you let me flex on every one who doubt me
I hope that one day my momma talk about me proudly
She the only one that never left me when it got cloudy
I just posted bail it took 5 nights till I slept soundly
My shorty so G but we won’t work cuz she too rowdy
I don’t wanna fall in love right now to be a thousand
Bum ass niggas relaxin on someone else’s couches
I would rather relax inside of a fuckin casket
I have so much pride what I don’t have I go with out it
Once upon a time I lost myself thank god I found him
Plus my Henny bottle I put all my drip and sauce in
I made way more money once I surrounded myself with bosses
Fuck a relationship cuz money ain’t neva make feel nauseas
I thought she was down pack to the T until she crossed me
One day she gone regret all that shit and how she wronged me
He don’t want no beef with me cuz beef is not a problem
Nor is it a war but more like matter of survival
Betrayal made a maniac with or without a pyro
Every time you talk you always telling me what I know
I would rather save 15 minutes talking to gieco
All the proof that I’m the better rapper is in my flow
You cant be this nice my skills I polished are to die for
Imma tell the truth cuz once you lie you have to lie more
Every time I just want her for sex I let her ride more
People that don’t do shit that’s the shit I don’t got time for
Hard for me to teardrop even if it is to cry for
I survived thru things that she is no longer my wife for
Had to learn these streets I spent my child hood with white boys
Bitch, I was skatin when I was ten like I hold Altoids
I been skating since that shit wasn’t cool for no black kid
Too white for the blacks to black for the whites that’s past tense
You do way too much like a song that don’t got adlibs
Same time you don’t do enough like a song don't adlibs
Had to figure out how to be a man ever since my dad dipped
Had to learn how to put myself first So I’ll be lasting

Written by:
J. Hill

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