Avery - Maze

Let me paint you, a perfect picture
Everybody left, and nobody gets ya
Everyone here is toxic
Behind your back, they talk shit
You love a girl, but she closed off
And Every girl is dry and lame
You feel yourself going inside
Your head is a cage
And it creates the perfect mixture
I think that I'm traumatized
In my mind is where my feelings reside
Build up a wall, I can't trust so I continue to build tall
You see I used to wish you would call
But now I realize I don't want that at all
I wanna move and forget
I used to wake up feeling this weight of regret
I've Been feeling low
And they don't care
Wanna see me fall off the wall that I built
And I tried to keep still
The pain that I feel, and the truth
You don't care if I'm depressed
You only care when it's you who made me this wreck
You're trying to protect a side that you never would show
Everyone I know is a phony
And lately been feeling lonely
And if I trust you with my trust
You best never break it cause lately, my trust has been fading
And if I trust you with my heart
You best never break it
Cause my heart has been broken by broken people aiming to break it
My mind continues on racing
You see me alive but inside I am vacant
And lately, my heart has been aching
If I tell you that I don't care I really don't
Leave me alone
You say that you're there but alone I cope
Feeling like I'm at the end of my rope
It's so astounding
I'm feeling so surrounded with nobody there
Feeling broken down going insane
I wanna be alone but don't wanna feel lonely
Why do I even try to tell you my side
I look in your eyes, Inside of your mind
But can't seem to find the reason why
Everyone wears a disguise
Why the girl I love can't decide if we died
I'm lost in this life
Last night, Couldn't see my phone screen cause I cried
Why do I overthink when you don't reply
With everything that I give
And all of the pain that I'm in
My mind at a tug of war with my heart
And both will shatter before one win
When one pain ends another begins
I'm losing my mind my head spins is life this
I can't tell but I hope it doesn't end like this
I love her
But I hate her
Now I'm feeling it all
About to send a text spilling it all
I don't owe anybody shit I'm
Falling like autumn
Pray that I Don't hit rock bottom
I hope that you're not the problem
Hope you're the one to solve em
I'm stuck in between can you help me breathe
I think that I'm stuck in this maze
I have been here for the past five days
I have been here for the past five weeks
I have been here for the past five months
I have been here for the past year
How the fuck did I get here
Voices inside of my ear
Telling me I'm stuck in a maze

Written by:
Avery Aldridge, Daniel Gong

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