Implicit Joy - Medicate Me

I'm done with this trial
Of abstinent regression
I'm so sick of my denial
Of my aching depression
Need some little white pills
So I can feel some thrills
No more up and down
Just get up and now
This prescription makes me disavow
All the problems that I would allow
To plague my mind
To sit resigned
And to remind me of the failure that I have myself defined by

So medicate me, to save me
Oh please just fucking hate me
Medicate me, and save me
Oh why don't you you hate me
Medicate me, and save me
I want you to hate me
So just hate me and hate me
Give me some and save me

I hear them all the time you know
I hear them all the time you know
I hear them all the time you know
I hear them all the time you know

To the man behind the shutters
It's so cold and sharp I shudder
I'm a boat without a rudder
Yeah, why do I even bother?

When I hear my name,
There's only fear and shame
Because the voices are all the same
It's in my head
It's all the dread
It'll all stop when I am dead

So medicate me, to save me
Oh please just fucking hate me
Medicate me, to save me
Oh why don't you you hate me
Medicate me, and save me
I want you to hate me
So just hate me and hate me
Give me some and save me

I feel lobotomised
I'm anaesthetised
I'm almost always preoccupied
What is inside
My plaguing mind
That makes me wanna
I feel lobotomised
I'm anaesthetised
I'm almost always preoccupied
What is inside
My plaguing mind
That makes me wanna

Written by:
Mitchel Rocchi

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