Cazba - Memories (feat. A Rxse & Izayuh Jones)

Our love has been so complicated
Full days where I'm unsure of us
She want me sober 'cause the drugs were
What you hated
But I know there's more
That you would want
I know I got problems
I don't really get into
It's kind of funny that those problems
Were just all because of you
Always argue not a thing
We can commit to
And you still question everything
Like what's the issue
I've been dealing with
All these growing pains
They've taught me things
And they are showing
That I'm not the same
All these drugs are in my system
Fucking up my brain
Yeah this is true it's nothing new
Don't know what I became
Repeating cycles room is spinning
Stomach feelin' nauseous
Don't know what I'm sayin'
That shit comin' out my mouth
Is only nonsense
Actions always eating at my conscious
Different view I feel like
I'm the only one watchin'
Growing up takes me to places
I've never felt these growing' pains
But memories that never fade will
Always be there in the shade
And I don't care 'bout what you say
Please tell me that you'll change some day
'Cause memories will never fade
And I will never be the same
Different feeling I just
Don't know where the love goes
Minor problems causing issues
That's just when no love shows
Never feelin' comfortable
You were the one I called home
(I called home) You weren't home
No more crying on my shoulder
Although you're the only one
I always wanna see
Too slow the burden is increasing
Grew more into the person I don't wanna be
So tell me why
You never tried
This is all a lie
I've wasted time with all these
Pretty little lies at your 9 to 5
I wanna say goodbye
But you're on my mind
I can't say I wish some day you'd change
But I would rather go insane
Growing up takes me to places
I've never felt these growing' pains
But memories that never fade will
Always be there in the shade
And I don't care 'bout what you say
Please tell me that you'll change some day
'Cause memories will never fade
And I will never be the same
I'm hoping that you change
But these feelings deep inside
They tell me that you can't
I don't think you understand
What all your words have meant to me
I know what you're going through
You think it makes no sense to me
I don't have insurance on my heart
I can't replace it, struggling to love
It's not the same I hope I make it
I won't ever love the same
Tryna numb the feeling
But I know I can't
Overdose your love and now
I fueled the flame flame
Praying for the rain rain
I know drugs going to numb the pain
But I still feel the blame blame
Our love is lost
No more explanation
Guess our luck is gone
I can't store all these memories forever
I can never love again
I know it wont happen I wont let it
Let you rip my heart right out my chest
And I forget it
Now you wonder why I'm M.I.A
Growing up takes me to places
I've never felt these growing' pains
But memories that never fade will
Always be there in the shade
And I don't care 'bout what you say
Please tell me that you'll change some day
'Cause memories will never fade
And I will never be the same

Written by:
Andrew Rose, Joseph Cardiel, Kyle Soriano

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