Zay - MESS

No sleep again
What a wild mess
Every time I go mad
Is when I lay down my head
It’s a fucking wreck
I can't get no rest
Just the darkness
Coming out from under my bed
It's a shame I haven't died yet
Fallen off a bridge yet
Fuck around with my breath
And walk where there aren't safety nets
I don't care what's comin' next
I just live in moment
Time is coming to an end
So imma just stay absent
And maybe you'll get present
I said that I don't feel no more
I am lying to myself cus I'm not sure
How to even feel
Shit be so surreal
When it comes to spreading love
It's hard to sign away that deal
You've been treating me like I'm insane
Like I don't catch the shit you do inside my brain
It's hard
Cus I'd like to go far
But every time I feel okay
You let go of the handle bars
I love you
I enjoy the shit we learn and plan to do
But when I try it new
You cut me off my truth
And I'm sitting there in silence
Wondering how I'll make it through
I'm trying to love me
The trauma all inside is coming out
It's coming to the light
And it ain't no surprise
That on the final night
I'll realize what you do to my life
No sleep again
What a wild mess
Every time I go mad
Is when I lay down my head
It’s a fucking wreck
I can't get no rest
Just the darkness
Coming out from under my bed
It's a shame I haven't died yet
Fallen off a bridge yet
Fuck around with my breath
And walk where there aren't safety nets
I don't care what's comin' next
I just live in moment
Time is coming to an end
So imma just stay absent
And maybe you'll get present

Written by:
Isaiah Fiedler

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