Kowan - Method to My Madness

I'm not crazy I mean I'm crazy but I'm misunderstood you know you heard
Bad at communications granted I give you that
But through the ups and downs and mishaps I had your back
The few friends that I do have I got too attached
I don't throw that label out there lightly so if you fight him yup
You gotta fight me
No games to be played that's where my loyalty lays
I just hope them same friends look at it the same way
I love too hard that's why it's so hard to love
Hates addictive can't find a harder drug
Hitting my stride ain't tryna get hit with slugs
They ain't shit and just want you to join the club
Nah don't need the membership in my own predicament
Thе jigs up I'm guilty guilty of being innocent
I've been challеnged yuh only challenge was cinnamon
A nigga speak how he feel they say he's sensitive
This just my feelings point of view my Sentiment
There's a method to my madness
Don't sell me so short I'm not a savage
Had to find a way to cope with the sadness
Keeping hope not trigger something tragic
There's a method to my madness
Don't sell me so short I'm not a savage
Had to find a way to cope with the sadness
Keeping hope not trigger something tragic
When you come from nothing everything is a plus
Everything is a must overvalue a buck
Some sell dope and some niggas doped up
So lil hope everybody feel fucked
Lying if I tell you that I feel good I been feeling down for a long time
Don't ask me how I'm feeling cuz I'll say fine
Everybody's got a story here's another chapter
Praying for my downfall you sick bastard
Ain't in a rush just need some shit to go a bit faster
Sometimes the lil things are big factor
Never changed got identical before and after's
You want the clowns gone gotta kill the ringmaster
Back up my punchlines I'm a linebacker
If it wasn't for my dreams I'd be a disaster
So I figure I Chase'em tell they get capture
There's a method to my madness
Don't sell me so short I'm not a savage
Had to find a way to cope with the sadness
Keeping hope not trigger something tragic
There's a method to my madness
Don't sell me so short I'm not a savage
Had to find a way to cope with the sadness
Keeping hope not trigger something tragic
Keep to myself I just keep to myself
Why share all these feelings If nobody can help
They say I'm insane nah i just need some space man
That's a far stretch like MJ in space jam
Can't a young man have a vision anymore
Too busy can't answer every phone call
I'ma get mine dawg better get yours
Nowadays we sit down for something we stand for
Shoutout to Kaepernick and all the activists
Sometime in order to be rewarded you take a risk
It's like I'm motivated next minute I'm on the cliff
It's clockwork gotta figure out what makes it tick
My guilty pleasure I find pleasure in feeling guilty
It's hard to come clean when you too filthy
No hurt feelings but the lies killed me
Destroyed by the pain then the pain built me
There's a method to my madness
Don't sell me so short I'm not a savage
Had to find a way to cope with the sadness
Keeping hope not trigger something tragic
There's a method to my madness
Don't sell me so short I'm not a savage
Had to find a way to cope with the sadness
Keeping hope not trigger something tragic

Written by:
Kwan Cline

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