Sa'naga - Mind Over Matter

I know where I'm going
I know where I'm from
But on this path that I've chosen
Will I rise or fall?
When I'm finally on top of the mountain
When I can say that I won
Will it even matter at all
Will it even matter at all
Yeah Yeah

Moved to New York tryna find myself
Now I feel more lost than ever before
All the pain I've been tryna run from
Keeps knocking on my front door
I'm on the phone with my Mums
And she's worry sick
Asking me questions 'bout gun laws
Every time she turns on the news
And hear a n***a got shot
I'm always her first call
Haven't spoken to my brother in months
I hope his fam is doing OK
My older sister gave birth to the most beautiful set of twins
I pray I see them one day
Consumed by the pursuit of shallow things
I presume will make me feel worthy
Worthy of love and some happiness
Plus I gotta prove some people wrong

I know where I'm going
I know where I'm from
But on this path that I've chosen
Will I rise or fall?
When I'm finally on top of the mountain
When I can say that I won
Will it even matter at all
Will it even matter at all
Yeah Yeah

I'm never too proud to say I'm sorry
But my pride won't let me ask for help
It's hard to forgive without an apology
People just expect you to forget
One of my biggest fears is being ordinary
That comes right after regret
The sacrifices I've made to leave a legacy
Have left me lonely with night terrors and cold sweats
F**k making a living
I'm here to make a killing
I'm a threat to everybody
Catch a body, yeah I'm willing
Looking at the bigger picture I ain't even in it
It's deeper than rap for me
I'm only here to paint it
Planned my arrival
Decapitated my rivals
From bread crumbs for survival
To top notch vitals huh
I'm more alive than I've ever been
Skinny dipped in infinity

I know where I'm going
I know where I'm from
But on this path that I've chosen
Will I rise or fall?
When I'm finally on top of the mountain
When I can say that I won
Will it even matter at all
Will it even matter at all
Yeah Yeah

I'm only human
I'm flawed
But does it even matter at all
Just wanted you to be proud of me
Now that you are
Does it even matter at all
I'm owed apologies
It's hard being the bigger man
But does it even matter all
If what drives me is insanity
Call me crazy
Does it even matter at all
Does it even matter at all, at all
Does it even matter at all

Written by:
Colins Nubed

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