Buddha the Enlightened One - Missing

It's been a journey, even if that's an understatement

Found myself in a position with my back against the wall
I was taught to be more conscious of the people involved
But now I'm more so cautious about the way that they move now
A lot of people find a home in me till they moved out
It's ironic how U-Haul so much baggage and out
It's kind of crazy how your wins and losses don't average out
It's kind of funny how you get so silent after an L
But when it comes to W's you wanna shout and yell
Like what the fuck are you doing homie I don't understand it
How can you believe in free will when you ain't even plan it
Gotta leave this fucking planet just to get an advantage
I really don't know if you're understanding what the hell I'm saying
Blurry vision under clear skies, ashtray on my bedside
The ops are really nearby I hope they get my best side
I'm tryna do my best by enlightening the less wise
To hopefully influence every human to live their best life
Cause life is good even if it isn't
Smoking weed up in the streets like it's legal and it isn't
Had to break it down to minerals and split it like division
Had me cooking up a thunderstorm, I wasn't in the kitchen
Had to go home with two girls I guess that's what I get for flinching
Had to get some shit up off my chest I guess that's when I'm benching
Woke up the next day looking for what I missing, I guess that's what I'm missing

I guess that's what I'm missing
Guess that's what I'm missing
I've been searching, yeah
Yeah, aye, for the hell I'm missing

I've been looking for some answers google couldn't tell me
I've been looking up to God knowing she couldn't fail me
Had to put down the cigarettes they weren't healthy
Popping pills knowing they weren't helping
I've been smoking pot for so long it's making me anxious
Smoking something this strong could really be dangerous
But I was getting it for the low I didn't even weigh it
Brick-stacker I ain't even lay it, but I'm building
Call me BUDdha Bob the builder
Knocking home runs over your outfielders
Fucked them both I didn't know they were sisters but
Now I can clearly see that they're clearly sisters, my bad
Blood is thicker than water until you get blood spilled in the water
Please don't let me show you what I mean
Shawty off the line like her light went from red to green
She's gone but she isn't missing

Written by:
Brendon-Le Ladines

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