TuiDaShark - MoMo's Story

And this shit's some shit that really need to be spoken on you know
If you don't like it feel free to skip
But this song goes out and is about one of the strongest women I know
I love you Momo
Yeah
I'm a prisoner here my captives are abusive
The warden's Helen Keller the signs and words are useless
And worst of all the nuisance of choosing
The clueless to blueprint the cries of truest lies
I'm using still isn't prudent
To influence the abusing crews up in their minds
That this is wrong
No matter the many times I cry
They keep cooing and moving to places I'm too youthful to be fluent in
I'm scared of them
And yet I'm so ashamed that when I pray
I swear to God I'm cursing his name
They say it's a game
Say a word and they will break my small frame
It's all I can take my soul shatters and breaks
The clatter it makes doesn't matter
Or batter the apes
Who overpower devour then tower over me
Taking my youth souring the hours These cowards' mouths is gaping
Nobody is saving me they keep on raping me
And no one believes like make believe
I never been one to deceive
So I just tell my moms about the pain
But she ignores it so quickly it's like I never made a damn claim
And I wish I could break free from all these damn chains
But that's hard to do when you're oppressed like every damn day
Like every damn day
As I grow older the colder my heart becomes
I swear that I'd shoot them all if I could only find a gun
These bastards take on an apprentice they have them a little fun
If there was a hell I swear that one day I would show them one
Bitter and angry aggressive and angsty
In a depression the world was against me
Apparently God just had to be too Cause there's no explanation for what I go through
Then something happened heinous atop the abuse
Moms left my pops for some random screw
Somebody she barely knew
She had three kids yet she chose some dude
Didn't see the closed captions inside of her youth
She didn't just abandon my dad she left us too
Now there was no one home while dad worked to support his offspring
The vultures come on stronger
Along with the thoughts of offing myself
The knife lay flat on the shelf
Alluring in a morbid way
I'll trade my freedom for help
I pushed a blade into my chest my vision started to melt
As the tears blurred my sight
I just cried out for help
And then it came in the form of self-wealth
I'm no longer the same I'm no longer the victim
I fought off all my demons even chose to forgive them
Chose to move my life independent
Been relentless in the pursuit of my dreams
Every nightmare never as long as it seems
Every light bearer has a glow to retrieve
Sometimes to shine brighter a star just gotta bleed

Written by:
Mosamoa Tuiteleleapaga

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