Antwon Da Don & Wendy Lucas - Monsters

I been running from the monsters in my mind
I don’t wanna let you in, I’m lost inside
Running from the monsters in my head
I’ve been gone, for so long
Running for my life now
Anxious my hearts in my mouth
Depressions got me so down
Two xans I pop when life’s loud
I got these monsters in my head
They telling me to stay in bed
They tie me down by arms and legs
Their hands are grasping for my neck
I don’t break I just bend
I fight this war on my own
Until I got nothing left
I wish this shit on no one
If I lose to all my demons
Know you pushed me off the edge
I just needed a shoulder
When I was standing on that ledge
But I’m running I’m running I’m running instead
These demons are coming
They’re coming for death
I think bout bills
I think bout rent
I think about pills
I think about death
I made a few deals
I deeply regret
A couple decisions
I will not forget
I try to act nice
What’s wrong with my head
I think I’m possessed
All these monsters in my mind
I see them hear them horrifying
Got me in my bed I’m curled up in a ball and I’m just vibing
Girl I feel Like I’m dying
I want to let you in my head
Girl I feel like I’m trying
My life is ruled by fear and dread
I been running from the monsters in my mind
I don’t wanna let you in, I’m lost inside
Running from the monsters in my head
I’ve been gone, for so long
Running through the darkness
They tell me that I’m heartless
I tell them I’m just a mess
I tell them I’m just too stressed
They laugh and say what’s too stressed
I tell them love life and death
Paying my Cars, paying rent
Piles upon piles of debt
Bills are piling; piling high
The money signs wake me up at night
Lets not forget the fight in my mind
Lets not forget the fight against time
I gotta get mine before I’m gone die
I’m stressing bout streams
I’m stressing bout likes
But really I write so you hear my lines
And I just rap so you feel my vibe
Rise up and I’m going to try to fight this, lord just show me a sign
Rise up and I’m going to try to fight this, but I just might die
I been running from the monsters in my mind
I don’t wanna let you in, I’m lost inside
Running from the monsters in my head
I’ve been gone, for so long
I been running from the monsters in my mind
I don’t wanna let you in, I’m lost inside
Running from the monsters in my head
I’ve been gone, for so long

Written by:
Anthony Moffa, Wendy Lucas

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