De'Vante the King - Moon Knight

Different sight behind these eyes
Perspective is changing
First I'm me, then I'm that guy
My body is layin- deep inside the earth where darkness lies
But sometimes, you must realize that real eyes notice real lies
No matter light or dark
It be clear to me
I'm not myself around society
Now people start to fear for me
Turn my neck into a barcode
It's not my choice, but I won't fight the end goal

Forget the system and how it pictures our lives to be
I worry for my state of health and all my sanity
If I'm alone, then I'm vulnerable to entities
And soon enough, people postin all they R.I.P.'s
Sometimes I'm pushin P (Prayers) up to G-O-D
But I don't think he hear me clearly like I'm Pusha T
So now I'm on my own, fighting for my freedom, see
The only outlet that i got is GED
Seratonin levels depleting
I'm fleeting, suicidal thoughts wit the chops
But they ain't cuttin right, so I'm barely bleeding
Tough skin, thick bones giving all the wrong meanings
I'm not man if I can't even face my own demons

I swear
Therapy is only an excuse for me to unmute the whispers
I hold that Bobby would call cute
My life is like owning a bullet with no gun
You wanna use it, but then you can never find one
I had a plan
I was supposed to grow old and have a fam
Grandkids runnin around for the ice cream man
Music blaring through the speakers on the top
My heart stop, a happy death as my hands drop

I try not- to stop- myself from moving forward
My brain is in a spiral, and I cannot think of more words
Faucet on, let it leak the drops of much more hurt
Moving on, getting through my life with plenty more work

Im strong, where I belong
I said I'm strong, where I belong

Written by:
De'Vante Ray

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