Dellboy - Mother

Cutting you open and pulling me out
You didn't even know what I could be now
The vivid image leaves you livid and proud
Even missing and he wasn't around
He kept his distance since he was bound
To end up leaving without making a sound
Silence been living in time to get loud
It's not about him it's about you
Here is a crown
Since you deserve it
When living life I've always been nervous
Treated like the main attraction at a circus
People buy tickets I hope it was worth it
All throughout school I repeated this circuit
Survival the thing that I would worship
Distracting myself with internet surfing
But I found that nothing was working
But without asking put hope in my head
Stop stressing and start trying your best
Thinking of the words of wisdom you said
Back then they would never digest
I always need a break but I can't rest
I never say anything so I digress
With each track I try to bring a zest
Of my mindset that's always been a mess
You've been there from the start
Helping me with your open arms
Never let you in but here we are
I don't ever wanna pull apart
Everything thing that you have faced
Maybe one of these days I can change
I've tried my best to keep you sane
But your my mother and your here to stay
Everything thing that you have faced
Maybe one of these days I can change
I've tried my best to keep you sane
But your my mother and your here to stay
Causing you trouble when I was two
Kicking and screaming don't know what to do
Kept it subtle locked me in my room
Sorry for the stress I put you through
Most of the time it was me and you
Living on our own but acted like a troop
The flat was the start of a relationship that grew
But when he left all we did was move
That's when things got complicated
That didn't stop our bond from breaking
But you were broken and were gone for ages
Stayed strong for me that's why your the greatest
The feelings I have will never be faded
Adjacent to you will not be escaping
I'm blatantly rude, but I should be making
Vacant choices about what is sacred
But I think I've made it obvious
That I, need to give myself an audience
To provide, everybody to be glorious
Surprise, the options there like I'm Morpheus
I know I, don't wanna be notorious
The pain stings cause I'm dealing with a scorpion
It's taking over me as every poison does
But we're fighting back as we really should
You've been there from the start
Helping me with your open arms
Never let you in but here we are
I don't ever wanna pull apart
Everything thing that you have faced
Maybe one of these days I can change
I've tried my best to keep you sane
But your my mother and your here to stay
Everything thing that you have faced
Maybe one of these days I can change
I've tried my best to keep you sane
But your my mother and your here to stay

Written by:
Kordell Maby

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