Ali x - My Apologies (Radio Edit)

I hope you miss me when I'm gone
Hope you can see where you went Wrong
Girl I hope that you don't
Hurt nobody else that come along
Girl your loving make me weak
It make me forget that I'm strong
Yeah
I'm stronger than give me credit for
Everyday a battle
I brush my teeth and then I go to war
You think you won the war cause You walked out the door?
You said I'm on my own
Like I never been on my own before
I wasn't scared to be alone
I just wanted you
Baby I gave you the world
That ain't enough for you
You don't got to thank me baby cause I wanted to
The fact you hate me baby
Crazy tell me baby who was there for You
When you ain't care about yourself
Tell me who cared for you
When you couldn't sleep at night
Who laid there next to you
When you couldn't help yourself
Baby who was helping you
You don't gotta thank me baby
Cause I wanted to
What if they're right about me
What if they right to doubt me
I'm to scared to take a move
You better off without me
Even when the sun shines
It's always particularly cloudy
They always tell me to be strong
There's nothing strong about me
I always push away the ones
That know the most about me
I still think about my ex
Hope she thinking bout me
Know she think I'm coming black
Always been kinda cocky
I been trying to shut the door
She better off without me
My apologies
I shouldn't talk about my ex
She wants no parts of me
Closest I ever got to love
I think that's all I need
Closest I ever got to love
So girl it's hard to leave
Closest I ever got to love
It ends up burning me
Damn
See I look for peace of mind by girl It's hard to find
Always try impressing people that Ain't worth my time
Always tried to dim my light
They never let me shine
Always trying to give to people
People take from mine
Maybe I'm pessimistic
Maybe I'm too explicit
I want to open up
I swear
Maybe I'm to conflicted
I've had people that love
Fuck with my opposition
I got nothing left to give
Don't got a pot to piss in
Yea I always talk to god
I wish I learned to listen
I've been told I'm ungrateful for the Things I'm given
What you say and what I'm told Always so contradicting
You told me everyone the same
He told me I was different
One day I hope I'll stop bitching and Finally count my blessings
Till then I'm stuck with my anxiety And my depression
I'm stuck with dark clouds as far as I Can see
Stuck between who I am and who I Want to be
It's the people that I love that got the Best me
I'm scared that if I open up
That you'd think less of me
And you'll leave like the rest
And won't think twice about me
And all the plans we made together Still go on without me
Just the thought of moving on makes It hard to breathe
Every single memory weighing Heavily
Still got love for after all that you did To me
And after all I did to you Is that hard To believe
My apologies
I shouldn't talk about my ex
She wants no parts of me
You said you love me to death
I guess that's why you left
Oops
There I go again talking bout my ex Girl
My apologies
I shouldn't talk about my ex
She wants no parts of me

Written by:
Alderson Exantus

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