Yung.King.Cole - My Dream

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Too many times I lied
Can't swallow my pride
That Shit really hurt me inside
Sometimes I just wanna die don't let myself cry
I rather get high to get by
Fighting these demons when I close my eyes
So sleep it ain't easy for me
I rather stay up and plot on this cream
I realize this nightmare just might be my dream

I'm going through shit on the daily
I feel like I'm crazy
This pain is running so deep
My brothers told me to put this on a beat
For me this really just therapy
Searching for clarity that shits a rarity
Fucking embarrassing
All the good moments I cherish them
All the good moments comparing them
Hope to find more of myself
And stack up my wealth
I'm sick not talking bout health
Small clique fuck everyone else
Not bitch that's just how I felt
I been through the mud I ain't asking for help
Get the fuck out my way Ima do it myself
Since a jit I been the man what else
No complaining I play with the hand I'm dealt
Life is a gamble granny taught me how to roll
I roll with the punches what else
Niggas be throwing they shade
I never feel fazed
I'm frankly amazed what else
I been working for days
Been stressing got grays
I can't catch a break what else
He told me that he feeling brave
He digging his grave I'll hand him the shovel myself
I had my dick in the dirt but I put in that work
And these niggas is bitches what else
I'll have his face on a shirt
And his mom feeling hurt
Now his big homies off of the perc
I know some boys who would Merc
If I can catch him first
And I put that on me that's my word
You can not play me cuz I know my worth
Still talk to god but I don't go to church

Too many times I lied
Can't swallow my pride
That Shit really hurt me inside
Sometimes I just wanna die don't let myself cry
I rather get high to get by
Fighting these demons when I close my eyes
So sleep it ain't easy for me
I rather stay up and plot on this cream
I realize this nightmare just might be my dream

Shit ain't what it seems
Niggas is foul they playing for different teams
Had me wondering how they not tired
Call that fatigue
But got them stuttering
Cuz these fuck niggas still not in my league
These boy tweaked they can't match my speed
And now I'm on the scene
I repeat bout to make a scene I'm too fresh too clean
10,000 hours I been practicing
In the trap I sing
Call me McKnight like I'm Travis bitch
But no Burger King
I still ball like I am Jordan bitch
I need me six rings
For all the nights that I couldn't sleep
All my pain and suffering I need me some cheese I'm tired of all this buffering
Gotta catch up with the speed these niggas all ways stuttering
I'm telling you fuck niggas you can't handle me I'm going in

Too many times I lied
Can't swallow my pride
That Shit really hurt me inside
Sometimes I just wanna die don't let myself cry
I rather get high to get by
Fighting these demons when I close my eyes
So sleep it ain't easy for me
I rather stay up and plot on this cream
I realize this nightmare just might be my dream

Too many times I lied
Can't swallow my pride
That Shit really hurt me inside
Sometimes I just wanna die don't let myself cry
I rather get high to get by
Fighting these demons when I close my eyes
So sleep it ain't easy for me
I rather stay up and plot on this cream
I realize this nightmare just might be my dream

Written by:
ANTHONY COLE, ROBERT BUTLER

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