BLEVEX - My Feelings

I got over it now it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over
She there tryna say she ain't dead
Tryna love me but I said I said
I can not move on
Cuz I did love her with all of my heart
All of the time
She said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings in blood
I can't seem to change
The Thoughts that live in my brain are calling me insane
I Keep losing what's keeping me sane
But lately haven't been the same
I'm somewhat feeling ashamed
For myself
I know all I need is some help
I know not get to focused on the wealth
How am I gonna get help if I cant even better my health
There's so much hate living in my head
To many times I wished I was dead
Don't wanna think about that
So I rather drown in some liquor instead
The anxiety's rising
Don't act like I can't tell if your lying
Don't tell me your trying to help
If your not even gonna be trying
That's why I rather be hiding
I got over it now it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over
She there tryna say she ain't dead
Tryna love me but I said I said
I can not move on
Cuz I did love her with all of my heart
All of the time
She said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings in blood
I thought that I loved her
Knowing damn well she was gonna be like the others
Treat me like shit and cut a hole in my heart like a surgeon went under
The water and held my head down said I never loved her
So I said fuck you and dumped her
My trust isn't given it's earned
I let to many strong bridges burn
Wrote to many rights from wrongs it hurt
Kept screaming for help and no one ever heard
Gotta stay strong
I gotta stay tough
Even if no one is showing some love
Even when I feel like giving it up
Even when I finally run out of luck
I know when my time is gonna come
For now just let me live
I don't care about mistakes that I did
The past is the past it is what it is
I got over it now it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over
She there tryna say she ain't dead
Tryna love me but I said I said
I can not move on
Cuz I did love her with all of my heart
All of the time
She said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

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