Cashma - My First Apartment

Can we talk about
The grief I feel in my first spot
That no one ever talks about
Finally made it out my mamas house
And when the lights go down
I admit that it feels kinda free
On my own
But there's so much that I don't understand
Dancing in my living room all night
With Sade playing in my slides
Kinda wanna laugh wanna cry
Kinda wanna live wanna die
Kinda wanna hold me in the midnight
Dry all of my tears from when I was a child
Kinda wanna understand
What it takes to be who I am
Maybe I'll crash
Maybe I'll burn
Maybe I'll live
Maybe I'll learn
I think I'll understand
What it takes to be who I am
I dont wanna live past eighty
Regretting all the things I didn't say
And I refuse to live and let it past me by
I rather live life in real time
I might make breakfast at midnight
Sometimes I sit in my living room and cry
Cause I don't know why I feel everything
Dancing in my living room all night
With Sade playing in my slides
Kinda wanna laugh wanna cry
Kinda wanna live wanna die
Kinda wanna hold me in the midnight
Dry all of my tears from when I was a child
Kinda wanna understand
What it takes to be who I am
Maybe I'll crash
Maybe I'll burn
Maybe I'll live
Maybe I'll learn
I think I'll understand
What it takes to be who I am
I'm grown
I'm grown
I'm grown
Yes I am grown
I'm grown
I'm grown
I'm grown
Yes I am grown
I'm grown
I'm grown
I'm grown
Yes I am grown
I'm grown
I'm grown
I'm grown
Thank God
I'm grown
I'm grown
Thank God
I feel whole

Written by:
Destiny Underwood

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