Pharaoh Lamar - My November

My November Was when I was 17 years old
Doing whatever the fuck I wanted
I ain't have to beg for nothing
But still I needed something
I ain't really come from money
Only bummed it when I wanted
I kept my demons at the forefront
I never brag or stunt
I just did what I want
Yea I took that loss
But it was worth it for that cost If you ask me
I'm in my past Thinking back On the old me
I used razor blades to write Soliloquies
And in my biggest fear Was everyone eventually leaving me
And on my arms you can See the whole history
Every scar a mystery Every ex that misses me
That boy he on medication
That boy yea he kinda crazy
That boy have a reputation For popping pills in his basement
That boys been arrested
That boy became an addict
That boy left school Came home
You know And started trapping Out the drive thru
His boss let it happen
All he ever did was lack
He ain't really flip the pack
Almost hit that crack With that white horse coming for'em
Almost took that nap few times like three or four
I ain't gonna front but I'm here for him
Let me rephrase I'm here because of him
In fact I got some love for him
I quit taking those drugs for him
Cause no one is above the man
We all God
Tea we all Gods
Stop taking my medicine
When everything is feeling grand
Because reality is weird And I don't know which one I'm in
It's all odd
it's all
I feel like I'm going manic
I'm almost at there Bout panicking
My medication I'm taking it
Why the fuck am I Feeling Like This
I feel like I'm going manic
I'm almost at there Bout panicking
My medication I'm taking it
why the fuck am I Feeling Like This
I feel like I'm going manic
I'm almost at there Bout panicking
The medication I'm taking it
Why the fuck am I Feeling Like This
I feel like I'm going manic
I'm almost at there Bout panicking
The medication I'm taking it
Why the fuck am I Feeling Like This
I'm going manic
Almost there about to panic
This This This This

Written by:
Pharaoh Lamar

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