Stromboli Noodle - My Thoughts 11-25

How can you be the cause and the cure of this feeling?
Every time I try to pick your brain you ain't revealing
Communication's what you don't say not what you do say
Cause for everything that I say you could say touche (But you don't!)
I'm done playing this game where you giving me nothing
So fuck it I'm pushing my chips into the center of the table you bluffing
It's like I'm always there for you when you want me to
But when it's an inconvenience you don't accept me like how I do you
And girl I just started sharing my property but now it's like a robbery
I think you trying to bankrupt my love like this was Monopoly
But why when I love you in every single state?
I like you all the ways you are but even if you wanted to change
I'd be there for that I had your back until you went behind mine
Now I don't want nothing to do with you I'll try to be just fine
But I can't shake this feeling that I've never had before
That maybe I'll never find another love like yours

Why do I love you still when I hate you?
You're bending my will pretty soon we'll reach a breakthrough
I didn't need you before I ever met you
But I still cherish our time together and won't ever forget you
Why do I love you still when I hate you?
You're bending my will pretty soon we'll reach a breakthrough
I didn't need you before I ever met you
But I still cherish our time together and won't ever forget you

I'm so motherfucking mad cause what we had was a pure love
So full of our trust not sure of how it could've turned out so bad?
Cause one minute I'm at your pad like every damn day
Cuddled up laughing or talking the hours away
The next I can't get a hold of you for like .5 to 2 days so what changed?
Cause my love and acceptance of you didn't
And if there's something you wanted me to do different then I would've been with it
Why couldn't we have worked it out? Instead you pulled the plug
So that's my heart that you stole that's going down the drain oh fuck
And it's funny cause you always begged me to stay later
When I was at your place and had work in the morning you gave
A little fuck about that but not really
You were like my best friend for these past few months and that's silly
But it's true cause it was you that I was turning to every single day
Nobody got more of my time, attention wouldn't have it any other way
You were my confidant companion now I'm on my knees ain't standing
Mourning the death of our relationship without understanding why
It had to end so abruptly, I thought I was so lucky
Wearing my heart on my sleeve 'n' so my shirt's all bloody
Hell what you gonna tell me now?
My mind's a cluttered mess that I'm trying to clean out
What's these other couples got that we don't?
Damn I really miss two weeks ago
If I could take it all back at this point know that I would
All the grief you caused me outweighs the good

Why do I love you still when I hate you?
You're bending my will pretty soon we'll reach a breakthrough
I didn't need you before I ever met you
But I still cherish our time together and won't ever forget you
Why do I love you still when I hate you?
You're bending my will pretty soon we'll reach a breakthrough
I didn't need you before I ever met you
But I still cherish our time together and won't ever forget you

It was my understanding you were the one that I could turn to
Remember that night that we went out past curfew?
That was the weekend I knew that you liked me too
That was the moment I knew that you liked me too

You're my everything you're my everything
Don't know how you became it, don't know how you became it
But you're my everything you're my everything yeah
My everything you're my everything

Look
I'm so tired of thinking
I'm just so tired of thinking just overthinking
All I wanna do is talk to you
Know what you're thinking
You stringing me along way too long
If you're done with me then just tell me
Cause right now I'm drowning in my thoughts can you help me?
What'd I do to deserve this purgatory?
Send me to heaven or send me to hell I just need some finality
So I can move on and mourn what we had
Why do you wanna hurt me?
Do you know how much you've hurt me?
These past few weeks you deserted me
And I'm not important to you anymore
Yeah that's clear to see

But you're my everything you're still my everything yeah
You're my everything you're my everything yeah
Please let me go so I can let you go
Please let me go then you won't be my everything my everything yeah
(You were my everything my everything yeah) You were my everything my everything yeah
(You were my everything my everything yeah) You were my everything my everything yeah
(You were my everything my everything yeah) You were my everything my everything yeah

And then it was over

Written by:
Stromboli Noodle

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