BLEVEX - Negativity Follows Me

If I could then I would
Cut my heart right out my chest
Maybe then I wouldn't feel any pain
Let me leave my mind to rest
I don't wanna hear what you think about me
Or what you think I do best
I'm not the type of person to let your opinions define
What I wanna do next
If I wanna quit
Then trust me I'm gonna quit
There's isn't a backing me out if I wanna do it
I'm speaking my mind and my words and usually I don't do this
Before I start
I just wanna let you know I'm tearing apart
The hole in my chest is only getting deeper
And it's pushing a blade right to my heart
Beating me keeping me from drifting afar
Keeping my feelings emotions
Locked In cage throw them away
Burry them and say I'm ok
Deep down I know im dead either way
I fucking hate it
I don't deserve shit
I don't deserve to be happy
Ima fucking disappointment
I dont deserve you
All that you do
The shit you push through
All cause of me
Everything negative always been me
You can't be happy at all cause of me
Why waste your time with someone like me
I fuck up your brain and give you the pain
In your heart and you let it bleed
What do I not see that you see
You been there and yet I still
Feel like your wasting your time on me
I don't even know what I need
How could I be happy if your not happy cause of me
Every single second I close my eyes
I just wish I could get these thoughts out of my mind
Drown them with liquor or bury them alive
I'm just wasting my time
Don't worry I think ima be alright

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