Big Lugg - Neon Grapefruit

Take two?
Fire Style Big Lugg Beats Jutsu
I can't stand reflections in the mirror 
I feel cold and numb when you come near 
Traumas of my past
I'm never here
My memory is hazy
Couple more will make it clear
One more night, I'm not doing so alright
My past is flooding in my mind and clouding up my foresight
I need to cleanse
Benzos hit me back then
Demons preying on my soul
Amen
Twelve sleepers in my hand, uppers in the other
Blotters in my freezer, couple cheaters called me lover
I can't move forward with these insecurities
My problems taking over until you're not hearing me
Couples night out, I don't recollect 
Couple nights out, I don't recall any texts
When you were laying on his couch
With your arms around his neck
I was mixing pills in my feels and sulking like a mess
The past is in the past today
Sorry I can't save you
My future lookin' bright
Like some neon-colored grapefruit
On my way to the top
Stay and I can take you
My problems make me who I am
Sorry, I can't make you
Old, cold nights, mixing tabs with the K2
On my line and all concerned
Sorry I can't face you
Catch me as I'm falling
I'm reflecting on mistakes too
Sounds like I've be callin' but, i don't want no take two
Hm, hm
And I just might take two
NyQuil mixed with Vicodin
How creatures of the late move
Vyvanse cut with Xanax never led to an escape route
Now I gain a stream for every time you said "I hate you"
No Lightning Style but they tell me Raiton (Yuh)
I'm pulling from my roots like its daikon (Yuh)
Popping Class-A's like Aizawa
I'm an eye-con (Wait)
I mean, they dress up as my pupils I'm at eye-con 
Cuts on my heart turn to cuts on my arm
Diamond bezel bust down look like cuffs on my arm 
They tell me I'm too silly to be sad but, thats part of my charm
Not moving on causes too much harm
Couples night out, I don't recollect 
Couple nights out, I don't recall any texts
When you were laying on his couch
With your arms around his neck
I was mixing pills in my feels and sulking like a mess
The past is in the past today
Sorry I can't save you
My future lookin' bright
Like some neon-colored grapefruit
On my way to the top
Stay and I can take you
My problems make me who I am
Sorry, I can't make you
Old, cold nights, mixing tabs with the K2
On my line and all concerned
Sorry I can't face you
Catch me as I'm falling
I'm reflecting on mistakes too
Sounds like I've be callin' but, i don't want no take two

Written by:
Clay Dietz

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