Everspazz - Neon Yellow

(Help me)
(Help me)
(Help me)
Blessed is me
With this guilty free will
Blessed is me
You shame me until
My heart beating, be still
My tears weeping the kill
Cursed is thee
A love unfulfilled

My mom ain't have a problem with me, but society
Ain't want no one to know
Was afraid one day her baby wouldn't make it back home
Because the hate on the TV
The hate in the hallways
The hate in her bad dreams
The hate people have for people like me
I don't blame her
Not no more
I know the threats pulling threads for sure
I just don't wanna be anybody other than me
Of course
Still "Sir"
I know it's in how hard I walk
Even in a skirt
I know it's in the depths of my voice and my soul
I know you can tell
Yes, I know
I'm andro
(With these broken angel wings)

We're going down
Down
Down
We're going down
Down
Down

Lock us in the closet then complain
When we say, "The world is dark and strange"
'Cause you happen to like it that way
We're not sick 'cause we're different
We're not sick at all, or evil
We're mentally bearing your lack of acceptance and expression
It's depressing
Put people in neon yellow who wanna disappear
Don't know how they got here to this heart-breaking point
Facing the inner masticating hurt
Yellow a visual alert
"This person's hurt is on the inside shown by their shirt"
You put me in a crazy cautious yellow
But thanks for the sandwich and the kindness
I know, I'm sad and alone
(With these broken angel wings)

We're going down
Down
Down
We're going down
Down
Down
And you think that I shouldn't speak
And you think that I shouldn't be
We're going down
Down
Down
With neon yellow devil wings

I need to drown out the sound of silence
(Get him)
Hush, rockabye, it's alright
Say goodbye to our kids united in the afterlife
By suicide or homicide
'Cause they ain't cis or straight, but it's ok
One day we all die
It's a party down here
We're fiya and fashion and so many queers
(Hashtag "Yas")
"God damn these faggots and trans soldiers keeping me safe
I like my freedom laced with superiority
Yeah, I think I'm holier than you"
Apparently
(With these broken angel wings)

We're going down
(Gay)
Down
(Ace)
Down
(Demi)
We're going down
(Bi)
Down
(Non)
(I'm so down)
Down
(Poly)
And you think that I shouldn't speak
And you think that I shouldn't be, Yeah
(Yeah)
We're going down
(Trans)
Down
(Pan)
(I'm so down)
Down
(Fluid)
With neon yellow devil wings
Yeah
With these broken angel wings
We're going down
(Oh)
(Aro)
I know
I'm in yellow

Written by:
Beverly Kostyal

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