Cameron London - Friend Like This

I ain't never had a friend like this
Confidence
I'm trynna settle on my decisions
Lately been feeling like Imma need some supervision
Been dealing with the trauma I carried, I was a child
Life a thorn, all of the berries I eat are wild
I been regressing, I'm stressing, my hair's falling out
Some acquaintance suggested I do this for the clout
But what's to gain when the sacrifice is made
Life will loan you the money and screw you over till it's paid
My circle smaller than ever before
Staying alive was less enjoyment and more of a chore
Now I got music galore
Just so I won't have the time to think
Was looking over the edge
You brought me back from the brink
Of death
Maybe I should get to know myself
Since I started making music I feel like I'm someone else
The marathon continues
But I'm running out of breath
And I'm scared I don't have the time left
I ain't never had a friend like this
I remember all the times like this
I ain't never have the confidence
I wanna give you the compliments
I ain't never had a friend like this
I remember all the times like this
I wanna give you the compliments
That you deserve
When I choked on my visions
Know God spoke to me
Started reciting the lyrics that I had wrote to me
Pitch black, was alone with my thoughts
Came back with the task to deliver what God spoke through me
But I'm scared for it
Wasn't prepared for it
Floating on the blessings of family who won't be there for it
Don't you dare avoid it
It's time to shine
In the back of my mind, I'm wondering if it's time
To step up to the plate
Orchestrate a new chapter
I'm in the now
God got me in the after
Protected from the hurt and the harm and disaster
If this gospel then I'm the streets pastor
No other way to respond to this
Don't assume just because you not Phond of this
Had to die and get a glimpse of the beyond for this
Used to struggle till God upped the confidence
I ain't never had a friend like this
I remember all the times like this
I ain't never have the confidence
I wanna give you the compliments
I ain't never had a friend like this
I remember all the times like this
I wanna give you the compliments
That you deserve
That's the number one thing you have to do
Is to work on yourself
And to fill yourself up
And keep your cup full
Keep yourself full
I ain't never had a friend like this
I remember all the times like this
I ain't never have the confidence
I wanna give you the compliments
I ain't never had a friend like this
I remember all the times like this
I wanna give you the compliments
That you deserve

Written by:
Cameron London

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