Wake the Blind - Nix

Black death is all I find within my mind
I need to know why I'm standing here and not left behind
So sick of blaming, no need for shaming
All I can think about is how all of you just love to hate me
Pretending that I'm still okay and not ashamed
Depending on my mental state to be the blame
Fuck it off and start a purge so I can steer things clear
That's all you need to hear
(But it’s killing me)
Resist the urge so I’ll still feel fine
(Terror in your dreams)
My visions real but I still feel blind
Someone, please stop me before I hurt myself
I don’t know why I’m acting so strangely
Some days, I wonder whether it’s all too much
I need to know if there's someone to save me
Something inside me is breaking through my chest
This anxiety’s become my arch-nemesis
Addiction, affliction pushes me to the edge
This mental states fucking killing me
Don’t you fucking know, I’m record breaking
Self inflicted and my head is always aching
But I can’t forsake the lies
That I’ve seen with my own eyes, all I want is just a fucking disguise
Ha
You know I’m not the only one
This torment has just begun, hold my head up towards this gun and face me
You fucking failure
Bitch
(But it's killing me)
Resist the urge so I’ll still feel fine
(Terror in your dreams)
My visions real but I still feel blind
For all I know I’m in a dream, will someone please save me
For all I know I’m in a dream, will someone please save me
Oh
Resist the urge so I’ll still feel fine
(Terror in your dreams)
My visions real but I still feel blind
Someone, please stop me before I hurt myself
I don’t know why I’m acting so strangely
Some days, I wonder whether it’s all too much
I need to know if there's someone to save me
Something inside me is breaking through my chest
This anxiety’s become my arch-nemesis
Addiction, affliction pushes me to the edge
This mental states fucking killing me
You’re killing me

Written by:
Adam Spackman, David Vernon, Dylan Stone

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