kang - no more

The last time I wrote a song about giving it up
I only gave it up for maybe three months
I tell myself that I do it to relieve the stress
But the stress is something I created
By lighting up and taking a drag
And making it last longer
By buying my favorite pack
The flavor is bad
And my tongue cannot taste anything
Other than the smoke
Spending all my money
It's no wonder I'm broke
Because the cycle of ruining everything
Comes around again
Just one more
Just one more
My lungs are sore
And I try to let the smell out
Under the door
But the room is still saturated
Even my mattress
So I'm reminded of the habit
Every time I lay down to relax a bit
And take my mind off it
But that little voice keeps on whining
And scratching at my last nerve

I can't live this way no more
No more
I put my life on the line
Every time I ignite this white lie

I've been breathing in toxins for too long
And I'm locked in
No signs of stopping
My thoughts are obnoxious
The noxious fumes are making me nauseous
I've got no other option
But to make myself a promise
That I'll make progress
One step at a time
Cuz the messy design
Keeps messing with my mind
I don't have control over my own life
I'm a slave to the monster in my closet
Constantly
I'm waiting for my next fix
I'm at the point where I have to have two
Before breakfast
To settle this craving
I wanna fight it, but I always let it take control
But no more
Imma rip up the last of them
And get back to living without
Something pushing me to do
Something that I never wanted to do
I'm finished

I can't live this way no more
No more
I put my life on the line
Every time I ignite this white lie

Written by:
Zachary Strohman

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