Drowning Ares - Nocturna

Why breathe?
Why even bother?
A sinister ploy for avoiding cessation
I scream at the darkness but nobody's listening
There's nobody coming
I'm lost to myself

This is my silence that I can't just walk by
A two-room hole, I sequester myself
A bastardization of life we're pretending would matter if snuffed out, stone dead and cold
I unfold myself on the rocks of my doing
Memories like nails in my throat, I can't breathe
I suppose that it's best while I bathe in the blackness
I'd take my own life were I only so weak

It never ends
This wanting from the dark
Give me rest
Nocturna
It never ends
My mistress out of touch
Still my heart
Nocturna

I drown, a chemical baptism
Burning inside, a cold fire I feed
I'm sick on the inside, a black mass of loathing
Yet physically fine, in a life that won't leave

It never ends
This wanting from the dark
Give me rest
Nocturna
It never ends
My mistress out of touch
Still my heart
Nocturna

It never ends
Still my heart

Calling out for something nameless and unfeeling
I could not see the other side
Fading, my self-belief
The horizon is far from me
Crawling out from under weight of my own being
The self-destruction I denied

Safe the sorrow, cold and hollow
Breathe in a hateful silence
Fight to rise and reach horizon
Cut through a bitter sky
Learn to listen, bleed for wisdom
No longer truth in violence
Soul and body, clarity of mind

Now fight to rise and reach the horizon!
Now fight to rise and reach the horizon!

Written by:
James Curtis, Navid Rashid

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