KidTruth - Not Ashamed

In this life, I've got to decide what I want to be
Yes I might have kid in my name but it's there ironically
Words are weapons, turning heads
Might learn to vent responsibly
But who the hell am I to put quantity over quality
I've honestly felt like I've been out growing toxic habits
While everything around me falls apart in constant madness
Only bonds they know are not personal ones in fact
If you think switching up on me's okay
Then you all done got it backwards
I don't care what you've got to say
Got to face facts things are not the same
Once you turned back then you lost your way
Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed
I don't care what you've got to say
Got to face facts things are not the same
Once you turned back then you lost your way
Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed
So many showing true colors, hard to see value in friendships
When opinions depended
My faith in you descended
Quit pretending you ain't been where you been
You living eccentric
Shit like this was never intended to be so resented
From being spoke on
But hold on, think I know what to do
Breaking down when a beat when I'm scheming
Yeah I've been knowing crush a few
Tired of having a clustered view
Delivered with a fucked up mood
Offensive lyrics sometimes I'm just stupid rude
That's nothing new
Seems like my mental when I'm writing conveys the graphic pain
Can't help that life is picking me up and dragging me fast in pace
I'm glad to say
All these juniors watching a senior graduate
Leave you swimming the fishes
You all are cast aways you catching bait
If all the cards are on the table, I'm the jack of all
Trades, flipping scripts I'm ripping
What's this next chapter called
Been through so many plenty felt these semi attacked assaults
Got me thinking maybe happy endings happen after all
I don't care what you've got to say
Got to face facts things are not the same
Once you turned back then you lost your way
Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed
I don't care what you've got to say
Got to face facts things are not the same
Once you turned back then you lost your way
Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed
Can't call it hitting and quitting on a touch and go basis
I've got so much information
Don't worry that's something I'm saving
Plus I'm waiting for someone to call my bluff with what I'm laying
Ask around, and find out
Proof comes in clutch when I'm aiming
I've been known for nasty retaliation, in battle phases
I valued hate, evaluated
I felt the need for validation
Invalid rage in crowd of fake scenario's
Thinking like there's a crown to obtain
Guess I'm to blame, you had me mistaken but wait
On a more serious note
Someone please tell me what the fuck up with these hoes
You could give a bitch a home, a job
Clothes on her back, help her get her life on track
And she'd still pack up and go
Oh well, it's not my fault that you're lost in conceit
Unspoken issues can't be resolved with a beef
Showing back up for a day but gone every week
Bitches who move like that belong to the streets
I don't care what you've got to say
Got to face facts things are not the same
Once you turned back then you lost your way
Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed
I don't care what you've got to say
Got to face facts things are not the same
Once you turned back then you lost your way
Tell me how the hell are not ashamed, not ashamed

Written by:
Joseph Meredith

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