Bryawn - Not Okay

Sleep Sleep
Bryawn
Here's to a better me

Got so many people asking me
Yo Bryan how's the family
Shit, I don't know what to say
Cuz not everything is okay
And I just wanna to complain
But I don't know how to explain

Yeah, so I'm looking for a better me
I don't have the answers to solve the problems of my family
But I know people are dealing with bigger tragedies
So I thank God for having a mom and dad
Because I rather have them lose their marriage
Than I lose my parents
Even tho my father isn't really here
I'm still glad that he's still here
And to my mother who's given me everything
I hope to one day buy you anything
And to my brothers and sisters
I'm about to make it we about to be winners
And I ain't taking anyone for granted
Cuz you never know how long they're gunna stay
I mean my last grandparent just passed away
And I wasn't even close to her, but I still feel her absence
This is just life man, shit happens
And I hope that she is looking down upon me
To help me conquer what's upon me
Lived a long life may she rest in peace

Got people asking me how's life
Would it be wrong if I said not right?
Cuz I don't know what to say
Cuz not everything is okay
And I just wanna complain
But I don't know how to explain

Yeah
Cuz I'm doing well in college
But I don't feel like I don't need all this knowledge
I've been having some doubt
Just been feeling like dropping out
And I'm not sure if I picked the right major
Cuz if you don't change now you stay there
And in the end I just don't want to feel like a failure
And I know a diploma on the wall
Won't take my desire to want it all
And working at McDonald's ain't any better
After 4 years I gave them my 2 weeks letter
Said I wasn't going to be there for long
But boy was I wrong
And I didn't think catching a bag would have me struggling
Cuz it's so hard to be out here hustlin'
When you get triggered by stupid ass customers
So I'm happy because shit could be worse
I know people are dealing with things deeper than this verse
But settle I will never
Because shit could be much better
And it's okay not to be okay
I learned that the hard way
I always wanted it to go my way
When little did I know that could be the wrong way
So here's to a Better me

Written by:
Bryan Centeno

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