The Lufian Project - Now Open
Our lives are in heaven's ways, the media's working in hell's
Making us inhale interests like chest of females
Advertising futuristic technology
But I grew up in a century of popularity and paying paper for property
So I to take part in this humanity way of living
Of drugs, drinking, heads spinning, and sexuality sinning
Wish I could be bringing time machines to all the living
To bring us back before the lack, back, back to the flipping beginning
Before this creation of this generation, that brings violent frustration
False education, government wasting, evil calculations
Bringing terrorist attacks, leaving human devastation
I can't relax, cause they're fake facts, that we're always gonna be facing
Petrol pumping, pedophile humping, pistol pulling functions, drugs bumping
There's always something wrong with how this world functions
But in my mind, it seems to me, the greedier we get
The more we see threat on this scenery, but yet
There's people smoking greenery which normally pleases me
Normally showing love and peace to their whole communities
And it's moving me unusually to a different direction
A section that's real and that will never kill my reflection
And life's a blessing but it's screwing me, like a screwdriver
Causing a mouth full of saliva with the hyper aggression
Next it's that immortal training, the shit that always keeps you guessing
In my musical session, learn your lesson
Open your eyes
You're roped in disguise
We all know they're lies
We hope to survive
Open your eyes
You're roped in disguise
We all know they're lies
We hope to survive
I'm not liking this confusion, of this day to day life illusion
Why are we moving? I'm taking it and I'm making it amusing
I'm ignoring the insane pain, no containing it's worthless
I'm putting in work and strain to have relaxation and purpose
I'm getting out the South, higher people taking food from mouths
There's nicer people that I found, with food in the clouds
That help me get by, smoking plants with the wise
So why the fuck do you judge us, just for being high
And don't pretend there ain't friends that pretend to be your friends
That are sly and lie and they follow the fake trends
It's the tip of the day, the media's way, the greed we take
Just leave me this way, let me be on my own, let me not be owned slaves
Like kids go college, unwanted education, they acknowledge it
But they we're sick of school, they're predictable like horror flicks
They get a degree into politics, not with me, it's a pile of shit
I polish it, the music I create, won't abuse it, I know my fate
I assume it, I need that cake, worked for it, I've tried to take
Give me the rake, I'll wipe the slate clean, the scene of these fakes
I need to see the date where I meet my fate
I need to recreate a deeper state, stopping depression
Cause life's a blessing but it's screwing me, like a screwdriver
Causing a mouth full of saliva with the hyper aggression
Next it's that immortal training, the shit that always keeps you guessing
In my musical session, learn your fucking lesson
Open your eyes
You're roped in disguise
We all know they're lies
We hope to survive
Open your eyes
You're roped in disguise
We all know they're lies
We hope to survive
Spilling thoughts up on the page cos I can't afford for my rage
To be getting in my way, to be taking away my days
When I was happy in this cage, I've known the truth since I was younger
Back in the day, listening to soul blues, I wonder
Was this the plan that was made from the unknown above
Was I always meant to blaze and to be cursed with to much love
Having emotions in a stage which leads me back to being rough
Never acting tough, just bad luck when I erupt
Imagine if my dad stuck around and helped me grow up
We could not pretend, maybe then we would know love
The window is where I used to wait and you would never show up
I'd just lay there letting the disappoint soak up
The reason that you never showed up, cos the night before
You was probably with some whores, just sniffing the Coke up
See you showed drug but if I went near you would always say no
Unless we were having a toke up but just know
I tried my best to show love
I tried my best to show love
I tried my best to show love
I tried my best to show love
I tried my best to show love to the members in my family
And mum you would go nuts if u knew and gran if she knew to
What I got up to as a kid
But that was it, I finally knew they we're the wrong moves
Causing arguments with you until our voices shake the room
I know it hurt you when grandad went but we made it through
I miss the times I was still at school, you used to make me soup
Didn't want me eating junk food but I'll see the cake real soon
So don't worry mumma, watch my come up, we'll have a better life
Maybe then you'll know I always tried to be clever and nice
Our family have done things that are out of order
But it always seemed fine when we watched it on the camera recorder
All on film with presents, Christmas, man I miss that
Want a better life, maybe you and **** could stop taking pills and we could share a big bag
And throw away the six pack
I'm loosing weigh now, maybe then I'll have a six pack
Man that's some chit chat, I feel it like a whiplash
Keep real until your dead is drumming in my head like whiplash
And see it seems you and **** don't understand the way I feel
About the world, about my plants, the nature in the fields
And it seems like **** still obsessed with being in the fields
Still taking pills but I'll give him respect cos he has to deal
With knowing that he killed other humans and that's real
We've had some rows about when I toke up but still
I tried my best to show love
I tried my best to show love
I tried my best to show love
I tried my best to show love
To my older brother and my older sister
Wow you got families now and I'm sad to say I miss ya
I would love to know how you are and I got things to show ya
But now the years have gone so fast I feel like I don't know ya
Cos of my hunger, I wish when we younger, we were closer
What I would give to go back and watch a movie on the sofa
And play some play station upstairs in the bungalow
Feels like a life time away, I wish it was just months ago
And to my full brother, man, we went though shit as kids
Rolling up doobies for dad since we were six
Helping him home from the oak over the bridge
And you always stood up for me when he got to pissed
But these days, I heard ya on your knees mate
You need to stop chatting all that nonsense man, you need to be more conscious man
Bruv I say this with love, don't want confliction
I'm just saying if you was, your over come your addictions
And it's fucked up, how my sister that I've never met
First time you reach out, you ask for money in a text
But hey no disrespect I hope you're happy with your family
I'd love to meet you if there's anytime left
To my little sister that I've met once before
When you were like 4, one day I hope to see you more
If not, I guess when I'm famous I'll send you some checks
And I bet you didn't know you were named after my ex
To my little sister that's been scared when I'm at my worst
Probably subconsciously scarred from what you've heard
Before I didn't love myself so I couldn't show it
Of course I love you and I want you to know it
To my little bro, they say you got a problem don't listen
You got unique wisdom, the greatest people were different
Be proud of who you are, when you grow up, give no fucks
Just let me know first if you decide to toke up
I'll try my best to show love
I'll try my best to show love
I'll try my best to show love
I'll try my best to show love
I love you all
Written by:
Lloyd Grey
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