Judge & Jury, Kala and Luke Holland - Numb

I can't be everything that you want me to be
Had me on a string, got me down on my knees
Twisted figurine, wash the blood on my teeth
I got new ink just to feel something
'Dead to me' on my eulogy
Kerosene burning our memories

And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head yeah

Why does everything feel so numb?
I try to talk but I aint got nothing to say
I just wanna be left alone
I fantasize about my grave like everyday
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
You said you cared but I never felt love

So get me out of this place and get the phone out my hand
The social media game is going straight to my head
I try to hurt myself it's just the way I am

And sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head yeah

fuck

Why does everything feel so numb?
I try to talk but I aint got nothing to say
I just wanna be left alone
I fantasize about my grave like everyday
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
You said you cared but I never felt love

But you're still there when I can hardly breathe
When I won't wake or fall asleep
The pain reaches inside of me
But I can't
I can't
Break

No I can't break

Why does everything feel so numb?
I try to talk but I aint got nothing to say
I just wanna be left alone
I fantasize about my grave like everyday
Why does everything feel so numb?
Why does everything feel so numb?
You said you cared but I never felt love

Sometimes I scare myself when I'm left alone with my head
Yeah yeah yeah

Written by:
Christian Holland, Joseph Petta

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Judge & Jury, Kala and Luke Holland

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