Tamara Canada - On My Mind (Solo Version)

Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot on my mind again
Fighting myself all the time
Need to chew up and swallow my pride again
Cuz if I don't I might as well be just alone
Only eyes are my shadows
Liquor tasting like water
Fuck I've lost it
All again
Poppin' another one
Try to say its the last one
But I know that's dishonest
I'm ashamed
It's my only way of escaping
Left and the right one
Tryna tell me what's right, wrong
But it's only more confusing
Cuz I have a lot more demons
Than accounted for
I have a lot more feeding
off my heart, I'm sore
I'm fucking screaming
For all of it to stop
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot on my mind again
Fighting myself all the time
Need to chew up and swallow my pride again
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Cuz I got a lot on my mind again
Now I'm doing donuts in the Benz
Whipping round with no hands
I ain't really got friends
I ain't really got friends like that
Yeah I swear I only got 10
And they all blessings amen
But they'll never understand
Yeah they'll never understand me
I got demons they coming to light
Evil eye, I'm in their sight
I'm breathing, but I'm not alive
Soaring I'm riding this high
I'm ready I've sharpened the knife
To cut off all of my ties
From the weight I've shouldered
All this time that made me want to hide
Got a lot on my mind
Got a lot on my mind again
Fighting myself all the time
Need to chew up and swallow my pride again
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me
Call it what you want
Call it as you see
Cuz I got a lot on my mind again

Written by:
Tamara Canada

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