Chel'le Marie - If Only

I'm sitting here wishing
That you loved me better
And I wouldn't have had to leave, We could've been forever
If only I didn't see the text, or go through your phone
If only I didn't question when you wouldn't come home
If only you didn't sleep with her and look me in the eye
And promise me consistently you wouldn't tell a lie
If only I wasn't carrying when your hands hit my face
And I didn't miscarry the very next day
If only I hadn't prayed to God to take you away
To Show me who was real and all that was fake
Like, If only you were man enough to admit to yourself
That deep down inside of you, you knew you needed help
Like if only she didn't stalk me and you call me crazy
Make me feel like I was a side piece was I even your lady?
If only
If only
If only
If only
If only when you said you cared, you showed me it too
Like I know I wasn't that bad I was so good to you
Like if only I had listened when my senses kicked in
If only
If only when you said you cared, you showed me it too
Like I know I wasn't that bad I was so good to you
Like if only I had listened when my senses kicked in
When I knew something wasn't right but I still let you in
I should've listened to myself when I heard my first mind
But I just knew you were the one, Just knew you came on time
You wanted to ruin me, You almost did
I almost drowned the pain in all the wrong places
kept seeing your face in other niggas faces
Yeah I kept seeing your face in other niggas faces
And I'm sitting here wishing that you loved me better
And I wouldn't have had to leave
We could've been forever

Written by:
Michelle Wilson

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