Murdok Kaine - Onmylastday (lovemeagain)

Wake up and im hating the day
Pitiful fictional words that I say
Pray to a god that i dont even trust
No one answers so i spark up a blunt
Fucked up
In this world you got none but yourself in this hell
In it self it's too much im about to just yell
I'm right up to the belt and I went and I fell and I realized that no one gon be there to Help
No one gon be there to tell me that it'll get better
Lies of the tethered they severed their feelings
Now pealing
Not healing
I'm feeling the pressure drag me to the nether
Uh
Why am I feeling so stuck?
Bitch i got none but the ditch full of mud
I'm too fucked up
In my head
Old friends turned foes
Turned ghosts
So its fuck amends lets commence armageddon
Spread it like a virus
Your bitch call me Iris
But she dying in her sleep a suicide so silent there's no time to bleed
A lot of knots in my head
A lot of thoughts full of dread
Heart locked and it's hard to comprehend
How people easily trust i can't do that anymore
I've been hurt way too much before (I been hurt too much)
Actin like they love me
But they only want something, disgusting me
Im way too numb to even give a fuck
Middle fingers up I won't show no love (No love)
Act like they was there start
Fake friends never played their part, only broke my heart (My heart)
2 cups filled up just to ash my blunt
I got gash from the past Im tryna run from
I know (I know)
You wont (I know you wont)
Stay close (I know you wont stay cloose)
Let me go
Im like a fire losing control
I cant see my rivals Im too suicidal
Im my own idol (My own idol)
Idolize the suicide in this life its do or die
On my last day
Dont be afraid
Love me again if you were truly my friend
But if you were fake or a snake
I pray
That you rot in a cage
That you burn in flames

Written by:
Sebastian Cuicas

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