Filanthropy - OPEN BOOK

I'm an open book with blotted out pages

Inscripted on these songs are the chapters from my life book
If I open up in person with you
Know that means the world
I don't open up in front of all that look into my life
But if u just get a sour taste from looking
Better block me out
Cause the little bit of bitter ringing out throughout your mouth
Cannot compare to anything you'd see if you just stepped into my mind
It's kind of a mystery
If you haven't figured it out

If you've figured me out
Then let's sit and we'll chat
Cause I honestly didn't get there

So kudos to you

I'm a prisoner put in this cell by my own hand
Don't know why and don't know how but I got inside here somehow
Made some mistakes
Learning from those
Teaching myself to just let go of the past
Don't let it hurt me

Perspective on the situation of my mental state
I have a friend who doesn't go through endless sadness
Wakes up chipper as can be
Spent a little time with her, questioning everything
Seeing if she was okay but then it really hit me as to why it seemed so foreign
I just have a hole inside my chest
From past occurrences
And never really realized
That someone can be happy
Thru the ups and downs of life
And satisfied with who they are
And what they are bringing to the
Table

And this is my anthem
A little intro to the chorus
Give the crowd what they have come for
Appetizer for the main course
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3 am thoughts been creeping up on me
Maybe you should stop it here
And quit while you're ahead
Your friends don't like you
They don't like this
Smiles fade when they, turn away
Just go dark and fade away
Your problems will catch up to you
And vandalize your plans with inability to coast
Oh I know
Yes I know
What you've seen and what you know
But I won't give in
Not tonight, not again
I'll stand back up
I'll fight the fight
I've been running down this road for far too long
Every time I think I see the end
I see another mountain
Another battle
I will fight and barely win
But I will fight
And I'll fight
And I'll fight
And I'll fight
Until I cannot
Fight anymore
I'll be picking up the pace
Running fast trynna hit the score board

And this is my anthem
A little intro to the chorus
Give the crowd what they have come for
Appetizer for the main course
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Maybe end up on billboard

And this is my anthem
A little intro to the chorus
Give the crowd what they have come for
Appetizer for the main course
Blank page
Write a verse
Rip it up
Start again
Start again

And this is my anthem
Said it once
I'll say it twice
A little intro to the chorus
Give the crowd what they have come for
Appetizer for the main course
Blank page
Write a verse
Rip it up
And start again
Start again

Written by:
Jonathan Ustinenkov

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