Trey Posey - Opening Letters

Pen click
Speaking letters into existence
Not so optimistic it's hard to be Positive when my thoughts
Are just diminishing my essence
Today I met him, the man in the Reflection
It was all a misunderstanding cause it's all about perception
When where why did things go awry
And how do I go about facing fears Now? I try but I
Cant hear myself out when the thoughts are so loud
Breathe in breathe out
I saw then I see now
It ain't what it seems when the ink and I just bleed out now

Enter my thoughts as the spoken letters are introduced
Exposing all my little known truths
Excessive reminiscing left exposed roots
I'm sick of gifting my presence so my absence is excused
I need to see more leverage, conflict and c4 I'm tryna diffuse
Shout out all the fallen troops
Am I next to fall too? Am I next to fall
Nah I told myself I cannot lose
I can't lose
Loose lips got me speaking for the dead in my head
Blue feelings but I'm angry at my reflection so I'm seeing red
Still live with no regrets except
Those few times I pressed send
Never leave the letters unread
I'll never leave these letters unsaid no

Thought about it
And I gotta really find the balance
With my mind soul and body cause
I'm steady on the run like I caught a body
Trapped here will I make it out it
I'm going to find a way don't you ever doubt it
Obstacles will I make it round it
Wondering my mind goin round and round and round

Wonder wondering if Imma make it out ok
Wonder wondering if the devil is here to stay
Been holding back so I got a lot to say
Contemplate on what made me this way
And the leads me straight to this page

Longing for a certain sense of maturity
Searching for permanent purity
Lurking cause I don't feel safe around people I really need social security
Journaling wars it just did occur to me
I'm my own obstacle nobody's hurdling
Worshipping higher powers surely but
I can't be sure if gods real until somebody murders me
Opening letters, opening words
Opening verse
Open my heart, blood and love dispersing
No hate, I love whats hurting
Trying to wrap my head around the thoughts in it man
I live, sin, ask god to forgive and repeat repeat repeat
I foresee I'm
One sin away from hell again

Apologies for my actions and lack of words
On that note I'm leaving no stone unturned
Leaving no tale untold leaving no info disclosed
This is just the way life unfolds
And so it goes

What's your address
Got some things to address I can
Send you a message
Considering transgressions I been
Feeling less yeah my heart is stuck in the past tense
While my mind is trying to plot on what's next I'm

Wondering wondering if I'm going to make it out ok
Wonder wondering if the devil is here to stay
Holding back so I got a lot to say, got a lot to say, lot to say wait
Don't wait
Contemplate on what made me this way
And that leads me straight to this page

Written by:
Trey Posey

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