D'zaire - OPTICAL ILLUSION

Late to my only class just cus I wanted some uh uh
Think I'm oven too fast
I blink askew from my path
I think I'm losing my uh uh
Wonder if Ima pass
Obsessing over the past
I leave it all in the ashes from the ends of my blunt uh
Don't need help I need magic
Wrote this here stuck in traffic
My focus making this moment my opus I need a classic
Don't need fans I need addicts
Went from not having mattress
To living in someone attic
Just honest keeping it one hun d r e d
Lately a nigga been getting mad
Cuz niggas say how you been
Like fuck it look where I'm at
And I ain't even stunner
I ain't even a stunner
Just wantchu peeping the come up damn
Tryina get in my bag like
Papers you needed for class
Hard to imagine Ima act right
Really I'm more energetic
But niggas be catching me at such a bad time
Then I'm low key uninvited
But right to my face they be telling me that's fine
Yeah I peep it of course but address it wit my pen and pad write
All of what's making me happy and all the events that be making me sad like
Dropping my very first single to show to my aunty who recently passed why
I been so broke that by now you would think I'm in need of a cast
Go to retail and I dash repeat
Go to retail and I dash cuz I got no cash to buy
All of what I never had so for a young nigga it's back to the trap cus
I could never back out
Can I make my mom and dad proud wit this half ounce
In the streets and smell like mad loud
Walking trap house
Homeless during senior year I swear I'm finna spaz out
Nah I ain't even tripping
Way I"m spitting swear the blind could see my mufuckin' vision real nigga wassup
But you could see me how like to
But if you heard word that I ain't a real nigga
You was mufuckin' lied to
But you could see me how you like to
Just know when I'm looking at you stay true
All the lies I see right through
Right through
I'm looking right through
Lookin right through
Wait till the homies ask
Jus cus I wanted some uh uh
Patience visibly bad
I hate I physically stagnate when I make a blunder
Face retreat to my lap
My basic needs in a rap
I stay repeating disaster
Lately don't even wonder
What I got coming next for me
Love and hate my own destiny
Falls full of extra leave so my niggas cold in the summer
But when exposed to the thunder and the rain from the storm
The water rolls over roses growing and tangled with thorns
Goin to church on a Sunday
See who ain't wake at the morn
From a permanent slumber
Casuin' permanent wonder
Temporarily tearin'
Y'all sleep like we got it covered
Y'all sleep like we got it covered
Optical illusion
I'm solely responsible concocting y'all confusion
Manipulating responses subconsciously I'm elusive
Even my hair on loc so you know I leave no loose ends
But I do sin
And behave like a nuisance
On the minor note
Low key
On the high key I be stooping
To the stupid
Goin lower than where the poop is
Do me wrong you're a doofus
I never should go through what I had to go through for truth to find me
Spent a lot of time searching
But like online purchases
Don't know if it's worth me
Not having the chance to return what my verbs do
Meant it when I did it but I didn't mean to hurtchu
Would think you on punishment way you so grounded down to earth
Either you or it's nothing like it's nerf
Hit the turf
Did my firsts with you crazy what words could do
That's irreversible
My favorite person too
But you could see me how you like to
But if you heard word that I ain't a real nigga
You was mufuckin' lied to
But you could see me how you like to
Just know when I'm looking at you stay true

Written by:
Zaire Brooks

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