Nadroj - Optimistic

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ay, ay
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I can sail my own boat
And if it don't float
I've always been one
Who loved to swim
Yeah
It was a really good day, I admit that
And I'll be a little late when I get back
And I wish that I could stay, like you asked
But I just can't do that
And I really fucking hate when you get mad
And I got nobody to blame when it gets bad
And I constantly replay what gets me sad
Let me just shut off
For a minute, for the night
I got no energy to fight
You toss me gloves
Put me ringside
And you knock out all my lights
Ref blows the whistle
It's all over
I fall down
Like its October
My eyes red
Like I'm a smoker
But, here's my
Full disclosure
I'm tryna stay Optimistic
I often miss it
Cause often this shit
Keeps weighing me down
My arms are twisted
I keep resisting
But I admit it
Can't figure this out
I feel restricted
Demons depicted
Ask them to quit it
They won't back down
So I live with it
Try to omit it
We coexist but
Fight every round
I say I'm fine
And sometimes I'm really fine
But sometimes, inside my mind
Everything is just on fire
But it's okay
I know that I'll be okay
Even when the sky's gray
Above the clouds it's blue
And that fire keeps me warm
When there's flooding from the storm
And everyone slams shut their doors
And I'm all alone
In that storm I find a seat
Somewhere nice against a tree
The clouds open
Just for me
Show me a rainbow
I can't see
I'm tryna stay Optimistic
I often miss it
Cause often this shit
Keeps weighing me down
My arms are twisted
I keep resisting
But I admit it
Can't figure this out
I feel restricted
Demons depicted
Ask them to quit it
They won't back down
So I live with it
Try to omit it
We coexist but
Fight every round
But I smile everytime
Even though I'm colorblind
Because I know that it's there
And it's right before my eyes
It's as real as my pain
I can't see it but I feel it
Tell my demons go away
But, maybe we'll be friends
I'm tryna stay Optimistic
I often miss it
Cause often this shit
Keeps weighing me down
My arms are twisted
I keep resisting
But I admit it
Can't figure this out
I feel restricted
Demons depicted
Ask them to quit it
They won't back down
So I live with it
Try to omit it
We coexist but
Fight every round
I'm so grateful for the rain
And I know that I complain
Oh
I'm so grateful for the
I'm so grateful for the
I'm so grateful for the rain
Oh
And it all will be okay
Oh
I'm just Optimistic

Written by:
Jordan Brown

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