Nick Austin - Out The Box

Oh, I don't really know
What the fuck I'm doing anymore I just know that I need to go
This place is like a cancer and it grows
The longer I am here, the more I feel alone
I see all these faces that I know
But unintentionally they will never let me be the person I've been trying to grow
The people I surround myself with always on the low
I thought I was done with all the blow
I thought I was finished with the snow
I guess it's in the basement of me and the more that I try and fight it I always end up in that room in my mind
The room I don't want to ever reload, so what is hope
I don't know I suppose
The people in your corner are the ones to kill the flow
The type to smile at you are the types you should look out for I could go for sixty hours on this beat just speaking terms you wouldn't know
But you wouldn't ever show
Oh no
Someone help me break off all the locks
Stuck inside my head, I do not mean to be a person I am not
I've just been around the fucking block
And seen the way I wish it was
I just need to get up out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
Pressure kills the mind
Pressure kills the mind
Wait a minute
Wait a minute
If you say you're fine, then you're a liar
Sucks to be the person you reset when you do get up out the fire
When the smoke dissipates you are left with what's inside
I can't run from all my problems I can't find a way to hide
Sweep that shit under the rug and you bury yourself alive
Someone says they got you, but you see it in they eyes
Paranoia kills the love before the love deserves to die
Always questioning the truth
Telling fucking lies
No one want's to be the one the other sees until they crying on they shoulder they been coming over saying they done changed
Then my brain starts to tell me that we couldn't turn the page
Before circumstances made her drive at 3am to say she wouldn't do that shit again
We won't learn to stay
Someone help me break off all the locks
Stuck inside my head, I do not mean to be a person I am not
I've just been around the fucking block
And seen the way I wish it was
I just need to get up out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Assuming we just do all of the same things
The way we used to be will always be what we would bring
Assuming we would make all of the same dreams
And chase the thought and not the way to move we stay complaining
Everywhere I turn it's just another way to stay insane
To stay insane
Everything I learn keeps me on a different page
A different page
Everyone I know keeps telling me I play these games
I play these games
But I'm me, I am me, and I cannot fucking change, ah
Nah
No, no, no
I'm not changing for you
I'm not changing for you
I'm not changing for you
No, no, no
I'm not changing for you
I'm not changing for you
I'm not changing for you
Someone help me break off all the locks
Stuck inside my head, I do not mean to be a person I am not
I've just been around the fucking block
And seen the way I wish it was
I just need to get up out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
Get me out the box
(no, no, no
I'm not changing for you
I'm not changing for you
I'm not changing for you)

Written by:
Nicholas Misiano

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