BiGG MaTT - Over & Over (I Hurt Myself)

I hurt myself
Yeah, I distance myself
Yeah, I know how it felt
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
I hurt myself
Yeah, I distance myself
Yeah, I know how it felt
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
Yeah I know I'm in hell
Why I got to do this to me
Why I got to give in to me
My brain hasn't been working right
I stay up all night and sleep all day
I'm running out of patience
They say this life is what you make it
They say it's all inside your motivation
All based on your creations
And your manifestations, but
This thing is controlling me
Abusing me, I'm losing me
But gaining feet, how do I see
This devil hidden in the crucifix
That I wear around my neck
Lucy flicks me into abyss
What the fuck did I miss
I can't learn to stand up
Without falling down
But, everyone around me running
And I'm still crawling
Man I'm tired of bawling
I'm gonna end up in a coffin, anyway
So why I got to fight for today
When I could be fighting for tomorrow
Shit
Cause I exist today
I hurt myself
Yeah, I distance myself
Yeah, I know how it felt
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
I'm so focused on the future
I didn't even notice
That I ripped out my sutures
I'm bleeding on the people who
Never cut me
I don't trust me, I'm ugly
I'm ranting and raving
A raven's an omen
Alone and atonement
Is far from reach
I'm traveling this tunnel like some PVC
Don't come with me
Mix up some BPD, ADHD with OCD
Why you think I'm grinding
Like I'm goin OD
They say some CBD and CBT gonna help me
But I'm running out of gold piece
Like I'm six pence
Sixth sense never ends
This shit never ends
My well always empty
I hurt myself
Yeah, I distance myself
Yeah, I know how it felt
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
I hurt myself
Yeah, I distance myself
Yeah, I know how it felt
Yeah, I know I'm in hell
Yeah I know I'm in hell

Written by:
Matthew Bellinger

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