Khari - Pain Flows

I don't know how I got here
But I know what I did
And it's all my fault

I pray to God that I find my purpose
It feels like this prayer shit ain't working
But I know you see me hurting
Please Lord don't let me give up on you
Cause you the only thing that gives me hope
My demons want me dead
They tie the knot round my throat
Been holding pain so long
I don't know how to let go
Tell me how I got here cause I just don't know
I'm far from what I used to be
I always felt incomplete but never to this degree
I've been longing for someone to tell me they needed me
I lie to myself so much that I don't believe in me
I smile in the mirror when I hate myself
If you only knew half the pain I felt
Maybe you'd understand but you never will
Sometimes I don't even know how I really feel
Voices
So loud
Inside
My head
I ask God how long I have left
Been thinking about it so much that I'm not scared of death
Just scared of what's on the other side
Born sinner
I know that I ain't living right

I don't know how I got here
But I know what I did
And it's all my fault

I don't know how I got here
But I know what I did
And it's all my fault

Written by:
Khari Carvin

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