BoatBoyBerry - Pain

So much pain it's in my heart and it don't got no place to go
Remember i was just a youngin tryna fuck on all the hoes
It's crazy folks they wanna cross ya out and leave ya on the floor
But that come wit it see ya enemies but watch ya friends more
High school was full of niggas tryna front and be somebody else
I seen folks graduate all the sudden put that book up on the shelf
This road is treacherous pick ya battles and better watch ya step
I'll neva turn on my people too many secrets we done kept
When i reflect on my life ion think i got any regrets
I learned some lessons i never thought but that shit was for the best
When it's time to stand tall better speak that shit up with ya chest
Finna make my team a empire and ion care about the rest
A very vivid image shit when you see somebody die
Make ya blood turn cold and just might make ya body cry
At times i questioned my faith ain know that man up in the sky
Like why you takin a life ain understand i wondered why
We was smokin mid packs that shit don't even get ya high
7th grade was a lost soul that gas i had to try
Ran away from my home with no intention where to go
Had too much going on my emotions turned to a stone
When you lose it inside then shit ya mind it start to roam
Maybe I'll feel something I'll pull the trigger on the chrome
Got to the end of the road i called my pops up on the phone
Shit man juss come pick me up or is it better if I'm gone
So much pain it's in my heart and it don't got no place to go
Remember i was just a youngin tryna fuck on all the hoes
It's crazy folks they wanna cross ya out and leave ya on the floor
But that come wit it see ya enemies but watch ya friends more
High school was full of niggas tryna front and be somebody else
I seen folks graduate all the sudden put that book up on the shelf
This road is treacherous pick ya battles and better watch ya step
I'll neva turn on my people too many secrets we done kept
They tried to put me in a center knowing that shit ain go help
I switched my focus to currency i wanted all the wealth
Shit made me greedy turned out to be detrimental to my health
I got a gift ain like Santa Claus don't care about no elf
My role model was Ali the way he did it for my people
I'd do the same if i was drafted ion give a fuck if it's illegal
I'll never fight for a country that want me dead that shit is evil
They want me on the street shootin heron up w a needle
Shit they locked us up for weed and turned around and made a profit
Benefitting off us we built this country shit is toxic
Washin up in the lake ain even have no water faucet
My ancestors was slaves and now they dead and gotta watch it
We screaming Black Lives Matter and it's simple cuz we do
If you was black and could understand than you would too
I know all cops ain bad but shit it's only a few
Crazy folks gone fa ten years for residue
Make that shit make sense the system fucked and it's corrupted
Keep ya hands on the steering wheel or shit you might get busted
Left so many dead on the floor eyes closed shut and they was crusted
Been doing it for years back when America reconstructed
So much pain it's in my heart and it don't got no place to go
Remember i was just a youngin tryna fuck on all the hoes
It's crazy folks they wanna cross ya out and leave ya on the floor
But that come wit it see ya enemies but watch ya friends more
High school was full of niggas tryna front and be somebody else
I seen folks graduate all the sudden put that book up on the shelf
This road is treacherous pick ya battles and better watch ya step
I'll neva turn on my people too many secrets we done kept

Written by:
Sam Dingle

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