Abby Carpenter - Paint by Numbers

Paint by numbers but it's hard to read
Feeling blank, yeah, somewhere in between
My thoughts are lost and jumbled 'round
As I scatter to write them down
'Cause I've been thinkin' about lying about who I am
Wishing that I could start all over, but I can't change who I am
Can't erase what's outside the lines

Fearful flashbacks coming back to haunt me
Make for distraction with some games and coffee
I feel lost and jumbled 'round
Somebody, color me and write me down
'Cause I've been thinkin' about lying about who I am
Wishing that I could start all over, but I can't change who I am
Can't erase what's outside the lines

Been trying my whole life so desperately to be normal
Pushing away my own beliefs
What even are my morals (What are my morals?)

Paint by numbers no one else can see
All or nothing, nowhere in between
Every day I'm running 'round
Sometimes I wish I could just calm down
'Cause I've been thinkin' about lying about who I am
Wishing that I could start all over, but I can't change who I am
Can't erase what's outside the lines

Written by:
Abigail Carpenter

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