Prple Drip - Party

I am the life of the party
I live it up at the party
I live a life of the party
Get back and tell you I'm sorry
Look in my eyes for my story
I got emotions all on me
Searching, I'm on a safari
It's my fault, I'll tell you I'm sorry
Put on fake emotions, I act happy for show
Crumble apart for real, yeah I cry when alone
Feel so bad, you called me, didn't answer the phone
Can't ask me what happened, even I don't know
Cuts me up internally
3rd degree, it's burning me
Satan tryna hurry me
That fact really worries me
Long for you eternally
Need you for eternity
Love-sick and it's hurting me
Feelings tryna murder me
I am the life of the party
I live it up at the party
I live a life of the party
Get back and tell you I'm sorry
Look in my eyes for my story
I got emotions all on me
Searching, I'm on a safari
It's my fault, I'll tell you I'm sorry
I got some scars, they're deep and permanent
I got some marks, I need some better friends
What did I say? It's prolly irrelevant
Am I ok? I'm still tryna render it
I need some room, cuz I am the elephant
Inside the room, tryna be better man
Inside my room like I've always been in it
Launch all my problems away, it's jettison
'Member writing songs way back when I had no mic
Hooked up with the wrong people, left me with no lifeline
No one listened to me vent, this was like my fourth try
Middle school was pretty rough, slitted my wrist all night
I am the life of the party
I live it up at the party
I live a life of the party
Get back and tell you I'm sorry
Look in my eyes for my story
I got emotions all on me
Searching, I'm on a safari
It's my fault, I'll tell you I'm sorry
Damn I miss my grandpa, wanna go back to the old times
But the reaper paid a visit, now the man's got no life
Often that's just life, we're all dying- we got no time
Felt like that 'til recently when Kaitlyn helped me think right
Still don't have a heart but that's simply cuz she stole mine
She's so beautiful, she's amazing, yeah she's so fine
Thought I'd cut it short but now we've got our whole lives
Now I have a soulmate and she's perfect so I hold tight
Every second I'm without you feels like I'm impaled
My chest full of emptiness, I can't even inhale
Can't think clearly, really like I'm mentally impaired
I just thank God that you found me, good things come in pairs
She brought the life to the party
She saved my life at the party
I'll live my life of the party
Soldier like I'm in the army
Look in my eyes for my story
I got emotions all on me
Most of them tryna harm me
Kaitlyn protecting, no harming

Written by:
Jonah Fictum

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