Adam et al. - Past Life Headfirst

They told me to be myself
I don't know who that is
Baby that's cool with me
As long as you let me live
Jammin' to some Cocteau Twins
You know on the daily I be clocking' new sins
My cherry-colored funk
You are not a nuisance
The graduate the flunk
I need not the two-cents
Baby I am too spent
Finessing phonetics to make you fanatics
Undressing these unhealthy fetishes
Romantic antics were so apathetic
Shouts out the Chicanxs that don't speak a lick of Spanish
First World Third-Gen
Welcome to the World of Men
Life is such a whirlwind
Had a lot of trauma in my childhood
Room set aflame by the drama like a pile of wood
That's not an excuse to mince words
That's the truth it's reserved
For another tune in another verse
Until I get in tune with the universe
I'm sinking in the deep end headfirst
Too many phases in my past life
I'm just tryna
I'm just tryna act right
Even if I replace all my shame with grace
You would probably feel like it was last night
Too many phases in my past life
I'm just tryna
I'm just tryna act right
Even if I replaced all my shame with grace
You would probably feel like it was last night
20s on some Rodman
Bad As I Wanna Be
Actin' like a troglodyte
Demons was hauntin' me
Not like they all gone from me
It's just now I can flaunt the fee
Shout out to my therapist
Charge it to the God in me
I let that persona down
Offering my offspring
Pluckin' on some heartstrings
Weekend on some House of Balloons type philosophy
Lost my integrity looking for the irony
Only found misogyny
Parts of my body that I don't wanna party with
Sibyl in some fall skin
Riddle in my false skin
In the middle of a full moon
Fall's kin
Swallowed my sorry and nothing came out
Tried to be mirror for crowd
Turned out I needed some mirrors myself
Thrashin' and blissin' on out
Now I'm here healing the fear and the doubt
Just hear me out
Too many phases in my past life
I'm just tryna
I'm just tryna act right
Even if I replace all my shame with grace
You would probably feel like it was last night
Too many phases in my past life
I'm just tryna
I'm just tryna act right
Even if I replaced all my shame with grace
You would probably feel like it was last night
'Cause maybe I didn't love me
And that was the problem
So until I start to love me
I could never solve them
Maybe I didn't love me
And that was the problem
So until I start to love me
I could never solve them
Maybe I didn't love me
And that was the problem
So until I start to love me
I could never
I could never
I could never
Too many phases in my past life
I'm just tryna
I'm just tryna act right
Even if I replace all my shame with grace
You would probably feel like it was last night
Too many phases in my past life
I'm just tryna
I'm just tryna act right
Even if I replaced all my shame with grace
You would probably feel like it was last night
Too many phases from my past life
I'm just trying to act right
Even if I replaced all my shame with grace
You'd probably feel like it was last night

Written by:
Adam Martinez

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