James Wames - Pill Hobby

(High as the
High as high as the)
High as the space station but it's way too low
So high up that I'm low as shit way down in hell hoe
High as the space station but it's way too low
So high up that I'm low as shit way down in hell hoe
Eyes low like a buddha eyes lower than a scuba
That's what I'm fucking with cus that's how I like it bitch
Eyes closed meditation no heart rate sedation
Couch lock glue sensation I like to chew medication
Floating empty void I think that rather be my choice
But a choice I do not have I gotta leave behind that half
Break up DOC's that best worst friend no more for me
Them best worst friends my enemies bar baby in me killing me
Emotional attachment drugs
I thought that was me
If I let it be maybe maybe
If I let it be maybe clear I can see
Junkie for adrenaline jetski sand
Junkie for them drugs junkie for some more
Junkie for some shit I want can't get
Junkie tryna get lit
Bitch my head fucked up my mental's shit
I'm retard shit retarded bitch
Screws loose mental fuck this shit
Don't look at me like that this
Eat it my thoughts get beat sniff it if I need be
Pop pill my thoughts ill pop it my thoughts lock it
Drink it so I don't think smoke it I don't got no hope
Hope I don't go down this road hope I don't tie my neck rope
Do this so I don't kill myself myself real ill
But I did this and it killed me unintentional OD
Twice hope I do not go thrice maybe my life get more nice
Cus I been killing out this poor life maybe success get more height
You were born a loser die a winner Malaa I'm illicit sinner
If you want get on my boat I'm not sure if or not there's hope
Checkup from the neck up myself I'll fucking deck up
Checkup from the neck up I think I'm bouta mess up
You were born a loser die a winner Malaa I'm illicit sinner
Smoking I can't tolerate home I'm just fucked I write these poems
Checkup from the neck up myself I'll fucking deck up
Checkup from the neck up I think I'm bouta mess up
Don't judge me I'll pay no attention
Judge me like courts I have no affection
Shit I'm who I am look reflection
Take yo ass to a mirror see your reflection
Brain chemistry changeup swallow benzo xanny
Permanently chemical altered takin too many
Now I've lost my motherfucking memory
Now I don't got shit but a motherfucking penny
All that I know is shit that do not work
Put me down fork through me just like a pork
All I know is shit that do not work
I don't know how to fix this no more
Vice rattlesnake
Vices rattlesnake
All I know is shit that do not work
I don't know how to fix this no more
Vice rattlesnake
Vices rattlesnake
Stay grey still grey
Stay grey still grey

Written by:
James Mastrella Presti

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