Errhymn - Plotting

As my fear weighs down on this bench
Surrounded by green
Beings amongst the green are plotting
They're out to get me
Out to expose me
Dig deep within
Their fingers in my dirt
Reveals the gold beneath
They're gonna tell all their friends what they saw
I look all around and billions of eyes
Stare back at me

The light recedes
Reveals yellow amidst the dark
All concerned with what I'm doing
The choices I make and how I portray
Everyone is watching me
I can't live in this way
They're out to get me
Out to exploit
They're out to get me
Out to get me (Plotting plotting plotting)
Out to reveal me (Plotting plotting plotting)
Out to get me (Plotting plotting plotting)
They're plotting to (laugh and point at) me

I'm all alone
They always think that
I cannot prove them wrong
But how can I prove I'm right
Reaching out (Their hands)
Reaching out (They laugh)
Point point point point

Seclusion isolation loneliness
I'm so fucking terrified
Vulnerability this is my life becoming
I have painted myself of the utmost importance
But they don't blink twice
They don't even realize
They don't even think of me
I'm walking on eggshells
I'm walking (be careful)
What if someone sees me

I'm just a freak
Alone and so bleak
What is it from me that they want to seek

But then I take a second look
All business all selfish
I'm not looked at like this
It's not a ploy
This is ridiculous to be myself
To put aside me
Step out of the zone

Diminish my comfort
When I do this I'm proud
Oh so proud
Diminish my comfort
I'm so proud of myself

Silly me stop lurking in the shadows
And destroy them with light my light
Hello life

Written by:
Grant Myhre

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